hello everybodyi know i was very quiet here...i was indeed very busy as i have 2 jobs,,,working everyday including sunday too...well i tought in my life i have been trough bad stories but last few months it was kind of the worst..i wnat to thanks tf because i met some great people good friends,,,but also sometimes u can meet....someone like her...i was a bit guilty coz i rushed...i met her in bangkok..in fact she added me on messenger we talked 2 times and then she asked me my number and called me everyday..we finally met when i had to extend my visa..few days after she moved to nakhonsawan to live with me...she was very nice and helpful....but very jealous..about my friends and ex gf..she was looking everywhwere to find something,,,in my computer or in my things....a guy called her everyday...ex bf she said,,it was quite annoying because it was not once a day but sometimes 10 times a day..and sometimes she just dont stay near me to talk with him,,,i can speak thai so...after 3 months,,,i just knew that she was already married and having a son,,,for her it was just a detail...not for me...so again very disapppointed(read old journals)..i m always open and have no secret...i tried to understand but after 2 weeks he called ,,and insult me...saying that i should be ashame to be with married woman blabla..i was just listening to him,,again she lied she sais she just married but religously...it wasn t true...the fatc was she doent have anywhere to go,,we broke but still live in the same room,,quite room,,then she moved with teh neighbours..was still weird,,she tried in many ways to get me back,,making a lot of troubles,,i lost 5 kilos..i was under stress..can t sleep at night..after that she said she was pregnant...one day she said,,you are not the father...later she said she wanted to say,,,if u dont want to be the father is ok...and then she played the game,,i m pregnant..i m not... for 2 months. now she s not ,,,,(she never wanted to show the pregancy test or want me to go with her to see a doctor)..she tried to kiss me,,,she tried to invite me her home to...(she said i m alaone dont u wnat to come over)..when i lost trust that s it...how can u imagine any future with a person who FORGOT to tell u she s married and have a kid,,,oh i m so tired,,,so disappointed...my future gf should be nearly perfect..maybeu can have my body...but it ll be hard to have my love now

Yep. it's tough....but you should have been a little more weary about this relationship, but sometimes it's very confusing when you are blinded by what you think is love? Go on and don't be afraid to look for the love again, just be a little more careful with your judgement.

well, your taking it pretty hard.. it's a pretty common story in thailand i think.. why drag it out or dwell on it.. just cut her off.. and find a different girl.. i'm sure you can find a new one just as quickly as you found her.. and chances are you can't do any worse.. really don't let her get to you.. you can do better for sure.. when girls like that used to keep trying i was just amused.. glad i'm away from there in some ways..

just take control fellow.. do what you know you have to do, and quit feeling sorry for yourself.

y'ant me to call u ?