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Randy I dont read thai but I can imagine maybe a wonderful thought ..... )

Hi there, Randy speaking very limited Thai, their is no chance of me reading it,but then again I don't need to.

I'm sure the sentiments you are expressing in the Tribute to your Dearest Beloved Wife would be more beautiful than any one of us could Imagine

Words are just that. It is when we use words in such a manner with Abiding Love ,Devotion, Dedication, Heartfelt Emotions & Deep & Purposeful meaning

The words merge & form a Tributary flowing into a Bigger River or Bigger Lake in completing it's Journey, Becomes as one entity that is when the words

come alive in a Magical Dance & are at their Highest Value.

Randy you are such a Beautiful Individual Soul we would expect nothing less from you

Your Wife is in a Paradise where she is free from Pain & Suffering & no Mortal Soul can Harm her.

She is full of Happiness in reaching her Eternal Home & in a Valley of Perfect Peace & Harmony & in Eternal Light where there are no Dark Shadows R. I. P.

What happen between you and your ex-wife?

my life was hell when i lost my gal, its almost 3 years later. i have moved on and have a new gal that is great, but i'm still haunted by what i lost in the past, and will never have again.

to love someone is why we are alive...

and to lose someone you love is a very sad thing

(I will never forget you, and will always love you, until the day I die)====>Tribute to myself...no one love you more than yourself

bitter sweet

hope you have a peaceful day, Randy.. i mean it

Meaningful one! Randy...

nice . . . I can feel your emotion. Great tribute!!

raw: you know the way my mind/heart thinks becuae we are both a cancer/monkey combination by birth...you could likely read me like a book if you wanted to.

Sweet_Honey:Sorry honey! I didn't want to make anyone cry. I just needed to vent.

sirjoe55:I think you also know me well enough, to be sure anything you say about me is valid and true.

I have never seen you make a mistake yet. (except for that girl you took home last night!!! THAT was a mistake!!!...lol) (just kidding bro)

Dekka:I highly praise you for your kind words.

and aside from that, what you said was intricately written on many profound levels, and really sums up the nature of the "universal truth" in my opinion!

You were unlucky that the words got seperated, and might be contrued as seperate ideas, but I know EXACTLY what you were saying.

Those were words of wisdom that are eternal, and should be read over and over, by all that have the inclination to have an interest in that sort of thing.

Thank you once again.

afook06:I don't have time to write a book.

In short version, I was the same as guy in the last of the 2 videos.

I broke her heart.

For that I will NEVER forgive myself.

moo_noy:

I agree with you totally.

I have also moved on and have a wonderful wonderful woman in my life, but there is always a remnant that remains as you said.

The haunting will never go away.

txtmsg:

Thank you ...and thanks for taking the time to write to me.

Dr_Sassy:

I know you mean it.

I really do.

It is sincerely appreciated.

ni2508:

It is meaningful. It actually means EVERYTHING to me.

It was written carefully, and the music/lyrics/movie/ pictures very carefully selected..

I appreciate your comment.

WHISKERS:

Thank you.

I just spent the day with you and your beautiful wife.

You are a lucky man.

(and she can translate everything for you!!!! :-)

Beautiful feeling and it 'll always be there is memory... and everytime when you think of it . it will always just be there and it will never gone away as long as you didn't let it go. and I think it 's a thing to keep with you.

frogster: Thanks.

You know the way I am inside.

I usually don't even have to say words to you, and you understand my mind already.

I agree that she is something to "keep with me" (in memory)

Actually, I have no choice.

When a person "tries" to forget, they are actually thinking the thought about "trying", and it just doesn't work.

My wife will never deserve me forgetting her, and I never want to forget her.

She was the most incredibly intelligent, dedicated woman I have ever met in my life.

And many may argue it isn't true,, but she was also the most beautiful girl I have ever seen.

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but from my heart,nobody can ever compare to her.

Her heart showed how wonderful she was.

I only give my heart once, and she earned it.

Now I have a heart made of ice.