I had no clue how did I come up with that.

Maybe because it was my true self and I really thought like that.

I got a subscription mail that Michael had posted a blog on myspace...I knew ..we were over. People in Australia who knew about us said that I had better not contact him anymore for what he had become.

But....A man like Michael? would do something like that?

It put me to curiousity that I needed to find out.

His blog was so so so so so down. He knew that he had hurt people..had pushed away some friends and he was having some problem with his girlfriend.

I had made a promise to myself that I wouldn't contact him again though I already forgave him

But after reading that....I felt him so strong. Suddenly, I remembered when I told him that only time could show if I would be his true friend.

Without hesitation..I texted him....RIGHT AWAY!!!  Told him that..He had another friend right here....

He texted me back..said thank you and sorry

Then we got to talk..and I told him..that.."You won't find me in his party, but you will find me right next to him when you fall"

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

How did I come up with that..He told me that he was taking a break with his girlfriend..

Well, you may think that I said that to get his attention..or trying to show my heroic side..

I thought so..but....

What's the benefit getting this guy's heart?

Nah.....

Somehow..maybe this was my sweet revenge..showing that..eventhough he didnt choose me..I would still be there when he needs a freind..

Man....

I thought I was a saint..but actually...I'm hiding a little devil inside!!!!

maybe you are just a nice person and saw someone who somewhere deep inside you still care about.

Plus the added knowledge of knowing you ARE a better person is REALLY REALLY satisfying!!!!

I've read his note too, hope he'll know that someone in heaven is right there next to him! Anyways, you two were nice together before.... I missed to be your cupid on msn hahaha