Before, i was in confusing stage....... tried so hard to clear it....... Now, it's little better.... in worse situation of falling down.. there were things to save me and lift me up...thx for those "friends-Alex, Tarn Noi, afsNZ#36 to Art's wedding, my boy- Tal, my sis-nikki with my whole heart to help and give me support and courage. Then i can get little breathe here. you don't know how much you guys have done me. -You may think it's juz little thing but it's big enough to mean something to me- Maybe this time i have started juz new trouble myself.......as someone thinks i'm a trouble maker do i have to admit that yes i am and so? (The effect after I've almost loosed my mind) I feel like here's a place i could speak my mind out without caring anyone surround me. Speaking of my ****.....................

need to always ask yourself how will this decision improve my life? It helps to clear confusion once you do then can decide on why you do something and avoid some drama.

Glad things are better keep your head up and stay strong

Sorry, don't want to talk about ****............lol