I called my lovely friend , my old colleage ,on the first week I back.

Can't tell how happy she was , when she knew, I am back.

SHE : hey when can we go out my lovely sis?

ME : Oh, there are one thing that you didn't know

SHE: WHAT is it?

ME : I'm 5 months pregnant )

SHE : - - - - - - - -

I know I made you really disappoint , but what can I do

This kind of situations happend to me again the last 2 days.

Am I a really good companion to hang out with ????

Or they just want to use me to find the guys ?? )

Never mind , I 'll come back next year , leave my baby there , and going out with them

What peopel say is always 50 % true from what they think

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P.S

TF 1 year anniversay party was last week, and there are lots of people did report about what was going on there . So I have nothing more to add Happy to see you all there .

I was pretty quiet in Party , course of somke and loud music , I felt that my baby kicked me so hard , she might different from her mom, doesn't like nightlife So i left the party early without saying bye to all, only a fews.

Yes, I'm sorry you left so early as I didn't get a chance to meet you. Please come back next year, although I can't imagine you will leave your baby back in Germany if you do. Bring him/her along and hire a sitter ifyou want to go out with friends.

Your friends should be happy for you. Of course you're a good companion to hang out with. But your life is changing and so how you hang out will change too. Doesn't mean you can't still have, or be, a lot of fun. This happens to everyone. It's just part of growing.

hey it was nice meeting you and i understand that it was not the right situation for you to get drunk and dance... sorry didnt chat too much with you but hope we will catch up again soon.. next year??

BTW where is the authograph? eieieie