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Already 3 scores within this month....only 9 days

It was " Hard "......very hard...as when it came to me...thought that I could not handle it...

but it was so so so so so so so so " nice " that I think maybe I can have it...

Over ......................... and over again !!!

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Now tell me what did I leave you to...................................????

Psssssssssssssssssssss

I'm now talking about my conversation with my best friend who is now resides in Norway.

Within 9 days..that dude already kicked my head and brought my senses back...all together ...3 times..

hit # 1

He told me that I was shallow.. when i turned someone down because he looked like a monkey.

hit # 2

He told me that I was not wise when i really liked and adored someone so much knowing that person didnt want any relationship and soon to leave..i still wanna hang out and give myself some small happiness.

hit # 3

He told me last night that I was too weak, calling up my ex just to check on him and all that I heard was the excuses from him about why he had treated me like that...and I was about to get convinced.

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Pretty much..thats what my best friend does...

He doesn't say what I'm doing is right or wrong...instead..he indicates exactly what I am..without judging me.

And that's what I need....

Someone not to judge me ..but someone who dare enough to tell me what I truely am.

And that's enough reason why he's my best friend and I love him dearly much.

I know I'm stubborn and that's the only person who can kick my senses and mirror me.

I don't really know when one describes about his/ her friend.

But for this friend of mine...

Is my shelter, my strong tower, my mirror

And I love it...

cuz in the end of the day...I won't need much..Party as hard as I like..but I still don't get it.. Work as hard as I have to..But it doesn't fill any satisfaction.

But what I need...is someone whom i'm so sure of..that he won't change..the friendship won't change..someone who can sit down...tell me who I have become..support me..laugh with me..cry with me... he doesn't even need to be my boyfriend..o husband...cuz that may change at any minute..

but just friends..as we know who we are...

then I don't mind another "nice and hard" comments..

Kudos to my dude...

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Head Up and MOVE ON

not getting into this...............lol

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

lol, looked like a monkey. I LOOK LIKE A MONKEY!!!

ok...he wasnt u...tell ur gf..she can be relieved..and this guy he looks exactly like an ape...must say that... i already had one monkey ( my ex ) and dont wanna another trouble maker in my cage....

I've been in a position of what you and your best friend stands right now. At that time i didn't want to hurt my friend's feeling but on the other hand i know that i have to give her my opinion and support about her issues which in a few months ahead she did the same thing to me.

My friend and I always do that...once in his life time..i was wise to tell him how he was.. and now he's doing that which i know he's so proud of himself ...cuz normally im the indicator..just only this time that i let him be though