I would make the worst mother in the world and eventhough I love girls but my thought is kinda changed since yesterday.

As some of you know, my cook's daughter stayed with me for 2 nights that her mother was in hospital ( she's coming out today and I dropped the girl there this morning )

I was not trying to play any 'mother role' during those 2 nights that she was with me. But I couldn't help wanting to braid her hair !!

To be honest, I don't know how to do girls hair not even my own !! Each time that I try to do something it would turn out 'funny'

Even with my own hair , I only tie it up or when I had short hair that was easier.

( very easy to tie it all up like this : my very best hairdo by me )

( this is even easier )

( even when i did my niece's with such a high skill NOT )

But seeing her long hair made me want to just play with it a little bit. Maybe imagined that she was my own girl !!!

I had this picture in mind !! when my friend did this to me !!

But when I tried after 45 minutes, it came out real bad that I didn't want to show anyone ( and I'm not going to post it here..i'd rather let you remember a good picture of me )

When my mother is the real world champion hair braider !!! And how I wish it would be running in my blood somewhere. But I am way far from that. Stop talking abut braiding, I even have a false belief that it's ok to go to bed with wet hair !!

Then what am I going to do if one day I have to become a mother ?

If I have

If I have

Now look at me !!!!

I can't do any wood craft !!

I can't teach Math homework !!

I can only make doll clothes !!

I can't drive !!

I'm a bad sport !!

I'm so bad at VDO or computer games !!

I know only 2 knots !!

I can't knit !!

Origami has never been my hobby !!

and my child would have to go to school with a bad hair like this ?

Maybe the only thing that I can beat the other moms is my 'super lunch box'

And that will make my child such a chunky kid !!!

Maybe this is when 'love' is not enough !!