I just left the Thai problems behind... "left behind" I mean I won't talk about it at least in this journal, but my ideal still the same.

On Thursday, my team and I had serious meeting with our big boss... It's all about engagement survey, I gave very low score to my division... I told my sup. that it was survey, that was my opinion, such as about Career Ladder and promotion, I gave them only 1 point cuz I couldn't see my career ladder plus no one come to talk to me about any promotion even I got Master's degree. So the things that I have to think about negotiation. I don't know I will get any progress... but I just wait and see. On Friday, I will have singing contest, I thought I was just for fun, but my friends getting serious. They force me to sing in front of them, I know practice is good, but I can't do so much, I'm not a singer. I'm so tired and getting bored from singing right now. It never happen before in my life time. Singing is something for fun and relax. "singing" + "contest" makes me go insane. Not sure I could do the best I could do under pressure.In October, I have to make decision, what to study between "Laws" and "Education Psychology" If I study laws I must start from Bachelor degree first. If I go for Education Psychology I could show my transcript that I studied some subject before. I wanna study them both, but I can't do both in the same times. I have time until the first month of November.In November, I'm thinking about renew TOEIC. I haven't practice yet. Lucky me that I have English instructors to help. They are so kind. I got good score in listening part, but my English grammar is so poor. In January next year, My mom and I still discuss about shoes, hair and make - up, cuz I wanted to take it easy, even the student uniform that I bought it already, she said it wasn't good enough, her friend could do it better than that, I told her who care, it will be coverd by graduation gown plus I will wear it just one day, I don't care about the quality at all. Now i'm finding a photographer, I couldn't take my own pics for sure. Just hope I could get thru them.

WOW busy girl....

don't stress to much on the contest do your best it's all you can do. I would go for the 2nd masters that would look more impressive, right?

First of all.... relax....

Just relax then take time to think. Everything will then just drop into place

I agree with babyoiy : you sounds very stress at the moment. Relax sister!!

you are tired and getting bored from singing ?? Okay.. i will sing for you.. ( once you heard me sing, you will want to sing yourself, i bet ..lolz )

I love planning of my days and my future days, I think its good coz it have been arranged na...

ahhh thks everyone, after get enough sleeping and talked with my friends, I'm feeling better.

I have presentation for my boss already, and find a song to sing on the stage that day... ÊÒ¸Ø ÃÂèÒä»Åèú¹àÇ·Õà´ç´¢Ò´ ÃÒÂà¤éÒ

sing a song is good.