It's been quite a tiring week. Following up on the meetings during business trip and trying to learn more about the tasks that will be handed over to me within the next 15 days, at the same time. I do have a couple of people helping me on this but it's quite draining still. Two colleagues just had their last day on Wednesday. Another farewell dinner, and might be one or two more coming very soon. I feel happy for them of course. Change is a positive and challenging word, I can't wait to experience it myself. On Wednesday there was an official launched of a TV Station that I used to work with at Central World. Abhisit was there, if you was watching the news yesterday, you'd know which channel it is. They have rebranded the channel and it looks much better with experience over the years. As I was sitting there, I was thinking to myself where I actually belong. I love working there. I love my ex-colleagues. The reason I left was because I wasn't sure if there would be that much room for me to grow in that career. I wouldn't be earning this much, working there, and might not have a chance to travel as much as I do. In this job, I love my colleagues, most of whom have left already. I love my job. But I am not quite happy with certain things. I know that it's a rare chance to find some a work place, which is perfect (for me, at least). But seeing people around me, I doubt if I had made the right decision. I'd never know otherwise and it's in a way a waste of time and energy wondering. I'd say I have, to a certain level, enjoyed the past 3 years. Yet, there are many times that I ask myself why I am still here. Would I be happier working in a less stressful job, but earning less money? I still don't dare embracing the change right now. Yet, I don't know how long I can keep on wondering and not find out the answer for myself. Quite a gloomy journal. Not exactly suitable for a Friday night. Have a great weekend ahead anyway!

work is like a marriage is it not...you just love err to death

but..........

good luck..heres a little song I wrote.. I want you to sing it, note for note... 'don't worry be happy..'

Nice colleagues is one of the factors that made we love our job. You're still young , dont dare to change. I think a less stressful is the better. Have a nice weekend sis.

you can choose company but you cant choose colleagues... sometimes i think its about the luck to have good bosses and colleagues.