yo! space

life is short, time is precious and waiting sux!

i can't believe i've just lost my journal, it got lost in the blackhole of this digital space! mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!! forget about composing it again...when it's done, it's done..i wouldn't look back to rewrite it!

this is what i called a techno-frustration. it gives me the same feeling i have when working on a low-en computer. i once asked myself, why do i have to be so frustrated when waiting for a low performance pc to process my tasks. or why am i so pissed when i lost my journal...it's just a journal afterall, all i have to do is to walk away or write it again...

i can wait for so many things in my life and be calm about it, why this!..

i haven't found the answer yet, maybe some psychologists could come up with some crazy answers somedays. what i found is that maybe it's the same as when i found someone who's so polite and kind and calm but then truns to be a crazy bittery and unfriendly person when it comes down to driving. these two kinds of frustration must be driven by the same evil voice in humans' skulls.

anyway, i'm not sure if there's such url as supermad.com but i'm sure that there is an interesting url called www.superbad.com which i think is a very good digital literature site in my opinion.

ciao!

In a bad mood huh - "law of impermanence" - nothing is permanent.

Wow, that stinks Atomicflower. But, you seem to have a good hold on your frustration and venting is part of that. Keep up the good work!