Before me start my story i would like to tell you that this true love story start from Via Internet and ends on madness in person

I loved a thai gal. whom i meet her on internet since 3 years back.. it was what we call a luck or bad luck i dont know.but i can say its my luck that how i get her and loved her lot.

i lived in pakistan and i am muslim..we lived like Join family System as you know all muslim lives like this.

my dad lived in Saudia Arabia for work since 1982 and till now up to date..

the only way to talk is Via internet and that we do.. on voice

Once dad told me to Download FLASHALK and talk on that software beocz those days the MSN, yahoo,. dont work good as othre voice softwares

there was a chatt voice room.. where ony 4 people online in which only 1 gal in those.. which is from bangkok, thailand ~ even i talked to my dad already finshed and going to shut down my Computer but trust me didt know what happend" MY MOUSE CLICKED WRONG ON A LADY whom from Bangkok.thailand. and the call goes to her.. and she talked to me

im going to closed it but i feel that its ok.. let it be.. going.. i talked to her and that time the voice cutting lot from her end.. at last i request her to give me your email. after i let her know that my email. methedevdas and which she cant able to trace out.. her email was little bit small and i got her and added her in my list

till that day.. we start talking and didt know what happends To us.. we are so differnt from others talk.. we talk about more then a mature things around.. we even are teenage but our talk always serious about the things and FUTURE how to get a good future ..

whole 2 years.. we tak every day every night.. and in night all night we sleep togther on voice along with a heeadphone on my ears and her.. and talk to each other all the time,,,

At last afer 2 years ,of talk every day.. we try to undersatnd each other.. and decided to meet both in perosn beoc zcant live wihtout her..

so i Invites her to visit pakistan..in DEC 2004 and she comes ...

there was a little mistake which i always take it serious and that makes her very annying.. PROBELM ABOUT MUSLIM matters.. even in both of us we never be mad about the realgion or talk about taht.. beocz love is blind..

My paretns dont allow me to stay in home any more beocz of i invites a gal whom really strnager to me.and for her i left home..

we stay in hotel almost 15 days and she left to her country back Thailand..

and me left alone behind without home family.. cant go back beocz they already let me out and mad on me

about me.. i really disappoint about what i done.. but which i never want it to be.. so lost my house already and i hurt her too..

mean while i have no one around whom can care and do something for me.. so i decided to live with my friend's home and start doing job .. and earn money..

she angry on me that why you make me down about when me comes to pakistan.. but in real i never think that my paretns will act like this..

After all i take on me.. but she still angry on me that i am bad..

any way we still loved each other but her love is littel down about me. but me i didt stop and keep runing towrds her.. Never GIve up

after 2 months.. i apply to go to thailand..and lived with her.. it was not easy for me.. but i done it all ..with my hard work which she only know that i comes to her as easy but inside story what i done how i get money me and my god knows how it works..~ and went to thailand..

stay there 2 months with her in thier parents home and the time as smooth and good i love it..

after 2 months.. my visa is going to expire and i wana Extent it.. when i come to know that GOV. of Thaialnd dont allow paki to extent visa more then 7 days.. we get fight... is this s reason to fight no way.. but she do bad to me..

(me even bad .. but i dont let her down my always trying is this .. but didt know she was Too much Complicated..i fight with her so only on her madness.and her egooo thats it other way i never mad on her.. even she can sleep on my face )

that day and nights very hard for me..and she said lot bad to me.( in whole story i didt tell you all about but its only summery) at last we tired and fight .. reaosn was why cant i extent visa..and i am suck beocz me didt know more beofre.. becoz she want me to stay more wth her..

wha i do that time.. at last i said sorry to my dad and said what i done is i get lesson and know its nothing without parets help or bless..

she said we broke and me come back from thailand 3rd june 2005 and back to my narmal life but never forget her ..

she was not bad.. but time always wana proof me that run run run and run for her as much as you can..~

she want every thing at once..and i cant give her atonce all the things.. as you kow thai gals are. but mine one not bad.. but lot AGOoo..

ahhhhh...

even now cry soemtimes that what happend is like dream to me.. and lot hurt, lot words form poeple i lsiten and got my love but at last what i gain.. i LOST..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

me tottly Break and down about love.. but i think it will make me more mature in future and hard

Honey i still love you lot.. and miss you all the time.. you the one whom let me know that what love is . but bad thing is that time that always bad on me.. i cant go long with you.. i love you as you are.. i dont care.. you still in my heart..

may god bless you and give you what you want.. good,

thanks for reading.. love

touseef

what you think about this

Its a life... but after 3 years.. it may take time to heal .. but I believe u will be fine very soon. Just believe its planned to be... and in this life we already try our best... Be patience.. maybe u both will be back to be together.. if still have feeling to each other..

let's give time to do something. coz times means everything.

Thanks a lot every one to hold me up.. `

its not him its the crystalmeth talking

Hi Touseef,

That is a great experience, isn't it. Love can change your life sometime ,junt not blind.

The difficult is how to make it true. Time will help as still a long way to walk:-DDDD

Cheers up

Yingyai

jamebond : So what? i can understand him well. If you think you couldn't understand his english but why you take your precious time to read it. F.ck the grammar .......

Mr. jamesbond i'm not good in English sorry to Say.. ~ but how could i be good..you are "Jamesbound" and me "Devdas".. much Differnce na..~sorry at the end.. i cant explain my feeling in Text and even NONE Can explain the feeling about BAd or good happend to him..

he/she know Whom pass through it.. .. understand Mr. JamesBound

Thanks , Amst_man,babyoiy,James_Malaysia,feixuan, jamesbond,moo_noy, Yingyai, and in the end.. ANNY whom always cares me..thanks you anny for your love ,care always on me..~