It was horrible time of me but lucky I found out what make acute feeling, and I so disappointed of my weakness that cause me suffered since I kept told me it won?t happen but it come without noticed. Yesterday morning when I woke up I realized that Mr. Grizzly must?ve left Thailand the other night or this morning but not sure so I call his gf, and she said he left the other night and told me not to worry I can water the plants in the evening. At 8 AM I was practicing strum my guitar as usual but
I never act like a child like this before but since 2 days ago I feel bad and yesterday morning I?m so happy. I look at mirror I think I look younger and cuter. But in the evening when I?m at home I feel very bad, kind of acute down. Never feel like this before and I don?t know what to do, so I talked to my cousin.
Me: feel bad and don?t know what to do. I think I will call that guy who said he will teach how to kiss.
Cousin: think about it, you may regret later of what you do.
Me: C mon, o
Almost 3 years ago, one day after finish work people gathered at the bus station waiting for bus back home. In August its rainy season and everyone have umbrella. I was sitting on a stool under the turf of bus station and there was a dog lie in front of me half a meter far. Not long there was a man used a shaft of umbrella play with the dog?s balls. And the dog seems enjoy with what the guy doing, so he lie with his tummy up and spread his legs wider so that the shaft of the umbrella reach his s
I have 2 guitars, the first one cost USD 18. the reason i bought cheap guitar because I wanted to know if I really like to play guitar so this one is just for trial. And the second is USD 80. I wanted to give the first one to orphan house because the sound of the guitar really hurt my ears. I still want to keep the second one, but the guitar?s body is too big. I heard someone said? look at your guitar?s body is bigger than yours? and they laugh at me
Yesterday I went to The Emporium for my new
Since my friend started dating someone for awhile ago and up until now, seem everything is perfect. The exciting moment and the good time they are sharing makes my friend looks at the sky blue again Yayy..
(Not another colors anymore). And I don?t think she wants to kill the bird that keeps singing in the morning anymore, too. Probably my friend is falling or going to fall....What a perfect moment she has these days but sometime she?s felt hurt of uncertainty in some situation. It is vulnerabl
I keep watching this music again and again since 2 days ago because I?ve never seen its music VDO before. The girl in the music VDO is catching my attention. I mean her eyes that expressing hope & fear and pain is making me thinking back many years ago. Especially, when she looks at that boy with hope and wishes for some magical romance would be left between them. Even a quick glance from him it makes her searching the answer. I have taste this feeling before and I think it?s beautiful and s
There is three couple in my company planed to marry in this year, I?m very happy for them. (And envy too). Boss wanted me to be his wedding planner but I don?t want to. I mean I?m not good at social; I can do things but to stand and smile all day greeting the guests. I don?t want but I can?t say no either. My boss and his fiancé decided to marry in Thailand so he told me to find him wedding packages from 5 Stars hotel but when they come to have a look themselves they chosen the 4 Stars one, wh
I?m a care taker of the plants at my friend's Condo now, (Mr. Grizzly) while he & his bro take a trip to the south. I?m not sure if I can do well about plants watering because I?ve experienced that when I was 22 y/o. there was a Thai boy who younger than me, bought me a pot of plant on Valentines Day. He told me? this is a die hard plant?. I don?t know what they call in English but in Thai ¡ØËÅÒºËÔ¹ and before the boy hand me the plant, he then said ? If you are in love with me, ma
Yesterday afternoon while having my lunch at canteen. I saw a dog standing next to me, I heard the care taker call her ?Dang?. Thought Dang is starving coz she keep look at one and another tables with her begging eyes, so I detached the head part of the fish on my dish and thrown it in to the ground (she might need some) Dang sniff the fish head, then we have eyes contact. Dang eyes me as if she wants to say ?you are underestimated me girl?, and if she understood me. I wanted to say? sorry Dang
Remember I wrote about my friend, Ms. Hopeful before but I?m not sure when. And this time I wanted to talk about her again. She is being jobless since end of Jan, which is not long ago. Last time I met her it was during New Year. Surprisingly, her body still same size as mine. Long ago she drank too much beer and her body bit chubby (lucky bastard). She is so gorgeous and looks younger than me. I can?t believe that since she is older than me many years. Her face doesn?t show any line or wrinkle
On 13.02.09 I’ve planned to join tf event but I can’t because am going to meet an old friend, Mr. Polar Bear. In fact, we’ve date for over a year before but it didn’t work and we lost contact since mid of 2008. We met again at restaurant and I’m so excited coz we didn’t see each other for so long. We hug and I peck on his cheek.
Mr. Polar Bear: you look great this evening Soda and I love your hair.
Me: Thanks, I just got my hair cut.
He was stroking my hair and I felt as if the dog being l
I suffered migraine since last October 2008 and now it up and down state due to hard situation that disappointed me. I see doctor quite often since then and they give me sleeping pills and relief headache pills. The doctor told me medicine cannot permanent heal. so I try to find out information to cure myself instead of take the pills. There are lots of book I read, mostly psychological and others that concerning to migraine. Most info I read refers to how to cure migraine is having good sex or
Yesterday morning I was walking to the bus station near where I live. To take the bus to work but sometimes I walk. While I was walking I saw a man, who was about 5 meters walking to me, and while he passing I heard he acclaiming out loud as ?what a fockable girl!!!? I was shocked and turning around to see who that girl is but there is no one except me. I was hesitated for minute whether I should be angry or ignore him.
It would be appreciated if that man does not saying what he thought out lou
I wonder if anyone knows about this film and what you think about the whole story? I have no idea but I followed this film since I first saw the poster 2 weeks ago. I think it was interesting. and will see the movie today at 5.20 PM. (Major Ekamai) does anyone want a company? ok, c u then..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFFaw8KelF8
Good day
I went to lunch alone today and after that i went shopping for seccond hand dresses ( 50 Baht / each dress)
I got 2 dresses and was about to pay i've checked my bag. I was shock that there is no purse and my bag is already tear open by someone and took my purse. I got 4000Baht in my purse + other cards....Booo Hooo
the best thing that i can do now is go to the police station......
Why do this to Soda? do i have to curse or take it as charity?
In middle of Dec 08, I waited for books that Mr. R. promised to give me by trading of reserving hotel on 23.12.08 for him, I waited until 30.12.08 to get a pack of books(about 50-60 books), I really excited but all of them are romantic comedies, that?s not my fav anymore coz whenever I read the part the lead female character try to entice the lead male character by teasing or tempting him, urging his desire go strong and I have to stop every time when I read coz it caught me high fever.
I ha
Yesterday I went to fortune teller as Ms. Perfect suggested me to find guideline in year 2009 and what the fortune teller said is my soul mate will be an older man who is retired and widow (about 55-65 yo) in these years if I insist have baby my kid will become retarded, then I asked which year shall I have a proper kid, the fortune teller then said until I am 42 year olds is the right and only year that I should have baby.
What a nice guideline that's really freak me out, perhaps i should s
Ms. Hopeful, she is an old friend 41 yo. 5 years ago I?ve talked to her about relationship. She said ?I don?t want husband, kid and family, I don?t care (don?t need, don?t want any)
Last year she came to me begging:
Ms. Hopeful: Soda please help me find a guy, I want a kid and husband
Me: hey, you are 40; do u think it?s a good idea to have kid?
Ms. Hopeful: Shut up, I went to doctor; he said I am healthy for reproductive.
Me: alrigth, alright, I see if I can find you a guy.
I talked to 3
if you meet a stranger, he walking toward you and you noticed that he doesn't zip his pants.
what is the proper word to tell him? by not to embarrass him or lost his confident.
please reccommend coz i don't how to....
I didn't mean to stare at man's zip area pants but its just outstanding and sometime it just accidently staring without my any intention, really...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRgwEwqFyLA&feature=related
On 06.12.08 Ms. Human Specialist wants to dance, so we went to Kaosarn Rd. At the pub my cousin and Ms. Specialist pushed me hardly and I stumble almost bump a guy who sits nearby. Oh they want me talking to this guy, and when I look at him. He is a good looking guy, slim, around 183-185 cm tall but his shorts and shirt look like he bought them since the year 2000. Forgive me for my judgmental, I could be wrong but it couldn?t help. Then I noticed he walking around the pub searching for somethin
