After work yesterday it was one of my happiness day went out with my new friend, Babe shopping arround. After I've been through worse moment last month.
Late last month it was my first time I felt I was loosing trust in ppl which is sad. Also a Combodian friend came to me on 19-Feb-13 asked me to hug her tell me she's leaving soon and on a break she was crying said she's lonely and have no one. I'm trying not to cry while she was wiping her tear it made me think she's been living here for 9 yea
Talking about my weak point, I can't hide my insecurity, so when I fight with my husband my look still show and when I'm asked by some of workmates i can't lie. And this lead to gossip.... everyone knows gossip is spread like fire. Start from one place and to anothers. Gossip is negative and when it is too much, negative could turn to opposite side. I don't hate a person who gossip and I think she doesn't a bad person but just sort of her personality as some woman like to talk and at least I sho
Hello Good afternoon everyone,
I thought I posted a blog before I fly to Thailand during X'mas but I thought I was too rush so one I posted I instant log off and that's why it disapeared coz journal is too long. Anyway, I split this journal into two so that I can post all...
Yesterday I made a call to my parent asking how they are... Dad said mom wants to talk, he handed a phone to mom. She tells me how much she missed me the other day. We talked about this and that in general.... She told me
Good morning Tfsâ€¦
I havnâ€™t been logging in on TF for sometimes but I keep checking the site every now and then, but only 5 to 10 mins each time, so I hardly log in. I have been living in NZ for 9 months now and I think Iâ€™m doing ok. No home sick but when I see ppl posted food pictures it make me hungry and want to go back ..hehe.. I like many things in this country, its nature and its ppl are very impressive. Working culture & environment is quite different from what I used to in my
It is 12.30 AM while Iâ€™m writing this blog and before that we were count down with friends and say happy new year to everyone here just same as the other years before but this year is difference because I have someone to hug and kiss while saying happy new year to and suddenly I realized that this is one of my wish in many years ago that I wanted to kiss and hug someone on this special occasion as in movies that Iâ€™ve seen. And this incident is completed my desired and I walk to my brother i
I have been living at new place and new environment for almost three weeks, my life has changed abit in the way that Iâ€™m not being alone like I used to be. Iâ€™ve learnt to share and understand more individual life style and what he/she use to be it is something that I cannot change over night. I was abit shocked in the first week over my husband back home quite late and abit drunk and first night I was turning on tv to see if any accident news somewhere coz I was worried but once I see him ba
It's been months since i've been last active here, but actually, I've been poping up a number of time and only a few minutes coz havn't got enough time. In the last 3 months I'd to deal with some personal problems and now it seems alright. when i feeling upset i always ask myself if i'm abit too selfish to want thing done in my favore and that kept me tolerant for sometime until i realized that it's nothing wrong to be selfish sometime and to do so, you'd have your own boundary and respect. I ha
I got an email from Mr. Râ€¦ his email sayâ€¦wowâ€¦.to my ageâ€¦heheâ€¦I justâ€¦I justâ€¦.. I donâ€™t know what I feelâ€¦, reallyâ€¦.. I replied by saying thanks and said Iâ€™d like to distribute those books that he gave me to ppl who wanted to read for fun and learn English. I think I have 60-70 books and I have about 10 books to go, the rest I will give away. a couple months ago, he come to visit his gf because she told him that her dad was going to die and wished to see him. He then booked a
Last Saturday I texted Ms. V, asking how is she doing, she called me back after 2 hrs. She seems happy and asked me if she could meet that day but Iâ€™m being with another friend. I could sense how my friend relaxes and happy voice and couldnâ€™t help to give her praise that how lucky she is as in her early thirties and earn about 100k per month that is rare for such a young girl today. She then said â€œyes, I think I shouldnâ€™t need a bf but...â€ I said â€œno, no matter how much you earn, you
Last Friday it was Robâ€™s party; I was excited and ran around exchanged hugging with TFs. An hour later my girl friend shown up with her painted finger nails in red and told me that she didnâ€™t know whereâ€™s the partyâ€™s location, so while she was walking on Sukhumvit soi 4 she saw Don (condotown) she then hand beckoned him but he shaken his head to give her a sign that â€œno, Iâ€™m not take any prostitute hereâ€. She disappointed and telling me that even if she worked there she would not ch
I am quite introvert and abit shy to stranger hehe... but I like to meet people if I've a chance.
I met my cousin, grasshopper two weeks ago, she told me that she is associated with her husband only because if she go out meet ppl she canâ€™t blending/get along in society and I wanted to tell her that me too but I donâ€™t want to show my lameness so Iâ€™m acting like I understand her. Sometimes Iâ€™m wondering if I am a psychopath or not because Iâ€™ve have read about psychopath behavior, they
Iâ€™m try to active on networking as much as I can, since I left my job but most of my time spending is on global news, learning what is going on in this planet, especially a country that I have a potentially to live in the future. Sometime I love to read about the leaders profile of how and why they be chosen to be the leaders, for example Mr. Obama, Mr. Camiron, Mr. Key. They are not only young but they are also possesâ€™ elegant look too in this century...hehe...if you know what I mean. This
I quitted my last job after Iâ€™ve been work for 6 weeks and considered it is the best thing I did. Anyway, I donâ€™t want to talk about it. After quitting that job my spirit is up again and I gain weight 2-3 kg within a month. Since then most of my time spending on cooking, reading, playing guitar, movies and noticing people live around me are up and downâ€¦...
Last Sunday, I went to visit my brother who has a new born son a couple weeks ago. Actually, Iâ€™ve been thinking to visit him sometim
Trusting is the strength, power and confidence. What if you are loosing trust all of sudden as if you wake up from a nightmare? And you keep asking yourself is it because you listen to your friends too much over their relationship in a verge of failure or just purely your instinct?. You keep asking yourself why, how and when the trust is lost? You certain that it used to be 100% but now is in reclined. You hear your friends betting over your relationship said that â€œI bet they will never make
Yesterday, I was thinking too much over my job interview and especially regarding to my nightmare. GOD!!! How could I have such a dream!!!! Heheâ€¦(so shamed!). I am so embarrassed of what I said and how I felt. Anyway, thanks to all opinions, and also to my husband who encourage me. He is always positive and supportiveâ€¦... When I told him over my dreaming. He said â€œit was me who grab your hand to give me a hjâ€¦â€. 5555â€¦
And he told me to call him back today with a good news and I just d
Ive been looking for a job since mid of last month and Iâ€™ve been to job interviews for 8-9 times since then. Yesterday, I have two job interviews, one at 2 pm and another at 5.30 pm. The last job interview went from 5.30 to 7.20pm the interviewer is a European guy who own a small company in Bangkok. I like the way he speaking about expanding his business and I like his ambition and ideas about business planning and stuff but while he interviewing me he seems to add about his personal life peri
I personally like to observe about human behaviour toward how they are thinking and reacting to incidents. And in my perception men are less complexities and emotions to women, but this morning I have seen a topic on Yahoo, regarding a Hollywood actor who is concerned about his look, which caused me laugh to tears because Iâ€™ve never thought that he would be such sensitive and insecure. I excerpted some part of that topic as follow:
Arnold Schwarzenegger is sad that heâ€™s not young anymore
I have been discovered Britney Spears new music vdo a few days ago
which said it is the best song of 2011 year. I keep listening everyday, but itâ€™s not because itâ€™s the song of the year but it makes me want to dance every time I hear this song, which normally I donâ€™t feel like I want to dance, especially when I am at this age. I admired this young lady of how she handling her life and public life that attract attention since she first becomes famous, popular singer, and after heart bro
I have been away from internet for a couple weeks due to my mental illness, its something about childhood suffers and Ill talk about it later because its long story. Also I had been minded my friends place for three weeks while hes away to Australia. Last night it was my last night at his place and before I went to bed I watched movie Theres something about Marry after the movie I had been thinking of this movie that so many guys chasing after Marry but to think of realistic world, some or most
Yesterday I went to pick up my personal income TAX 2010 year from my old work. In the evening I spent two hours submitting Tax via internet because it is easy and I do this every year. While I was in put my gross salary and Tax reductions in it said I will received Tax return over 17K but once I press confirmed it turn out I will be paid only over 11K. I have tried to cancel but it in vain and I was angry. I was wondered where my 6,000 baht is? I called call center this morning the answer was sh
I posted a blog yesterday but I think my blog was gone on holiday to Phuket so I have another tried see if it still want to go holiday same a last one.hehe( Lame me!!)
I have been being busy for most of time since beginning of 2011. On New Year eve I had dinner with relatives and a cousin (Grasshoper) has shared me over her time after work watching porn. To my surprised I told her I thought those porn sites have been blocked long time ago, but she said she knows which sites available and she ca
In late 2009 I was with friends at Climax, in follow next day I was sick for a couple days because music too loud I don’t know how that affected me but ears problem is a part of it. Since then I don't go night out except for hang out places. I quit my job by end of September last year, since then I’ve been drinking Pepsi 2 to 4 bottles a day (about 500cc per bottle) and I become Pepsi addicted which later on causing my heart burnt & short breathing as well as nightmare follow. On Christmas E
With referred to my last journal over Sinsod which I have google for more info after read Koolbreez’s comment, his comment really impressed me. I never know about sin sod much, but I’ve witnessed some marriage in my town and I think this is what ancestor do. But I need to learn more about Thai Tradition & culture..hehe. I found out about Sinsod & tong maan. Tong maan is assets which can be ring, gold, condo, car, house, land and the rights valued in monetary. Tong maan is the assets tha
07.12.10 evening I went back to my hometown to change my name after my husband. I arrived almost midday of 08.12.10. My parents already there waiting and wait for the register office resume work after lunch break. While we were waiting my mom told me about how she concern about me & my husband because he is big guy and I too small so she has chatted with my dad.
Mom: don’t you think our daughter is too small while our son in law is too big, how she can handle?
Dad: Our neighbor, his d