and my blood is bubbling inside my chest!
dear TFs...
i am supposed to be working on one proposal that i have to submit to one famous show in LA.
at the same time i should get myself ready for a presentation tomorrow, but i couldn't care less for this...
anyhow, since i have to write a proposal, i need to dig up some info from one of my conf, paper that i summited to MIT and got turned down...oh my buddha....look what i've found...
i have found that my editor and my prof have made BIG BIG B
hi...
how do we go from liking someone a lot to feel nothinging at all?
and
how do we act like we don't like someone at all when in fact we like that person a lot?
jane
BOOKS! what da ya think it would be!
lol
i wonder if books have genders or not...
they must have...coz some of them make me cry...
and i was crying early this evening till mr. tlc lent his hands and helped me out. he turned my crying face to smiling.. : D
3 things that always get me to tears, family issues, books and movies, and this stupid techno-frustration! which mr. tlc found it's silly to cry for the third reason...
he said "this technology stuff is so stupid you shouldn?t let it get
i'm just singing...
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It's been a while since I've seen you smile
But now you've come back again
Came into the room and you saw my girl
And you asked her how long it's been
"A year" she said and you shook your head
Said "I'm surprised it's gone on that long"
Baby, Baby, Baby *****
For words I am at a loss
Baby, Baby, Baby *****
I'm better now please **** off
What else you gonna say when while you're back
on your stay
Maybe something, maybe no
wahahhaahaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahooooooooooo!!!
i didn't submit one assignment...let over due it and i will turn it in on monday...fine! i give up being grade A+ student alerady...it's better to stick to sanity and be realistic.
yeah...as slurms has suggested..or begged..or whining...asking us to stop talking about doughnuts..i agree...coz i didn't have any today.
but i had pizza breads, pizza and baked spagehttim chips and...to keep myself in shape...i drank diet-coke and black coffee : D
here,
relax!...
i'm [email protected]
so i put my books down and buzzing ppl around by writing them testimonials...sa nook dee wah!
wahahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
some profs are trying to kick my sexy ass to scotchland this summer...please buddha pleaseeee....help me...give me more brain muscle and strength to fight for that! i am so exhausted...
i feel like travelling again...after recieving a few invitations from ireland this afternoon
but it might not be possible coz my
my friandly lonely empty crazy busy space....
was it you who forgot me oe it was me who were busy?...i think it was you....
i hadn't been written much, due to my crazy schedules in the past few weeks. although i found it's crazy but i must admit that it's very fun, challenging, and i learned a lot within the past few weeks alone.
well...i might not have excellent papers to submit, my presentation might not be real good ones, i know i could ahve done those much much better if i had more time
of course my Irish chiropractor!!!! : D
ok...for TFers...(
i have planned to have a date with kitty and bellebelle for somtum laos sood sood...and beef boat noodle
my number one journal fan who doesn't want his ID to be revealed.
he actually printed out my jrls and wrote comments in there....looked like exam papers, he said..and he would send me 3-4 pages comments to me.
delightful_evil, or Mr Wen Gum, who has been my good friend for years. as long as he doesn't force me to company him wat
apogogize to GUY_MIA for my acidic welcome.
i really view and feel as we just basically moved our argument from here to a playground...yeah..
anyway, i was honest for every single word i said in that horrible journal page. so i don't expect you to accept my apology as well.
i'm writing this becoz i don't want you to feel that you've got nasty welcome from TFs. it was me being bitchy.
thank you delightful-devil for being a very honest friend.
and paulcollins, bobby, , ling, jessie, kitty, si
s p a c e . . . .
according to the commenst of my previous journal...
there will be a lot more to write in order to reply all of those comments.
i don't think it' a good idea to fit everything into one because it's dealing with many issues and each issue has 360* and 3D persepctive.
where should i start...there are too many to talk about.
ok...i should stick with the title...
is it me you are talking to or is it you i am talking
s p a c e...
first of all,i apologize to every Irish guy in TFs, pls don't get me wrong...this is just my experience and...i'm sure it's not about nations but more about the stereotype of thai girls to the world.
i hope this story brings something good to whoever that cares to think beyond the text.
last december i went to ireland, my sister owns a resturant there, quite a luxury one. the reasons for making it expensive is becoz she doesn't want to deal with certain type of people..i(i am sor
wahahahahaaaaaaaaaa s p a c e!!!
someone who has been frustrated by my stingy teases finally throw me a bunch of new IDs
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Atomicteaser, Atomictorturer, Atomiczinger,Atomiccrueltytobobby,Atomiccangetawaywithitandsheknowsit,Atomicjunkfoodanilator...etc
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ok, a friend has been treating himself poorly, his junky dietary surely brings him extra 20 lbs or more. sorry for being nosy...i think i'll stop teasing you and...you forgot, 'atomicpreacher'...
wahhaahaa
space...
a fun loving crazy and adorable friend from TFs just called.
that was when i had my last bite of glazed donut in my hand...my b/f..(stands for breakfast in this case).
it was interesting how he point it out that calling me is like adding another piece of reality to his dream. as he really wanted to know how a pixie would sound like, (un)fortunately she sounds like a yankee! oh my buddha...you mustta be kidding me!
my long lost twin just sent me a sms msg.
thanks very nice of him...
i like single_ny_male2003, he rated me 3 stars...and i consider that as a truthful vote.
unlike one girl who gave me 1 star, which i don't mind if she would look at herself first before looking at me.
as you and i have nth related to each other and have never been in touched.
gal...frankly, you need a stylist!
sorry for being mean...but...i'm much cuter than you even tho you are a little younger than me
WAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
(did anyone say that i'm the kindest person?)
wahahahhaaaaaaa
1. What time is it? 6.37 pm
2. Name: Jane
3. Name as it appears on birth certificate: Jirayu U.
4. Nicknames: n' er, pixie, swan
5. Number of candles on your last birthday cake: the was a set of colorful candles in words 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' very nice candles
6. Birthday: sept 1st
7. Pets: a nasty cat
8. Hair Color: same or a littel redder that diet-coke. used to be blue where it looks like hi-lite and i hate doig hair-color, so if i'm gona do it...natural tone is not worth wasting my time. n
yeah...nestquick cereal and if in thailand..kellok coco crunch...with milk or choco milk pls.
nothing special to write...but feel like writing coz i just had a mid-term today...and...i'll pass, that's for sure...just might not get 90s as i wish...never mind, my second plan is to become a teacher pet...quack quack (i hope he adores ducks as pets).
sorry, i didn't mean to make it sounds snobbish, i try to get 90s coz if i can make it...by the end of my studying career, i'll get $5,000 award...th
Sarpedon said:
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I think the first thing i remember was that the time i arrived it was the end of the rainy seaon and it used to rain at the same time everyday...I am sure it was about 4:30pm. Everyday like clockwork it woudl rain...and when it rains it really does rain!! Not like the weak drizzle you get back home, this is the real deal. If you are gonna get wet, at least have some fun!!
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that's why i love bkk, i love rai
Sofia Ford C. is a chic gal, tasteful, smart, sharp, talented, pretty and probably loves smoking joints.
she's very unique, stylish in good ways , insofar as i've seen.
she launched 'lost in translation'....cool, right?
what makes me really stop and really fall in love with her is when she was asked by a reporter
"which moment that make you feel 'i've made it'?
she said....'when someone told me that there's a porn movie called 'lust in translation'
mannnnnnn
isn't she brilliant!!!
i love
wahahhahaaaaaaa.....
this is not an april fool msg!!!
i laugh as u see...wahhahaaaaaaa
actually i am so tired and frustrated with this techno craps!
first!...i had to turn in one project today and we do that online, basically i have to upload the file into sth called 'webCT' and give my file a description...in order to do so, i must use html language to command it. but i dunno and computer language..i only know natural language...so i posted my question to the class web-board.
one classmate
space space space!!!
ok!...i'm a living zombie wanderring around in my suicide mission.
here is my statement of the day..
"there's no cool guy exist"
-atomic-
we are all sex organs, we were born to carry on our genetical evolution. so..sex is our heart and soul. tut tut tut!!! we have biggest brains among all species though...ok so we should have some morallity, not just be an instinctive driven living things.
then w
it's kuma's b-day...and this journal was written a while ago...
it's happened becoz he was the one whom i mentioned about.
so...for kuma! happy b-day
cheers!
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hello my sweet space ; )
how are you sweetie? how was your day? are you tired? long day, baby? lean on my shoulder and i'll hold you tight darling...
wahahahahahaaaa...
The simulacrum is never what hides the truth - it is truth that hides the fact that there is none. The simulacrum is true. (Ecclesiaste
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...doesn't help!
yeah..i counted 1 to 10 to calm myself down...that didn't help..
i am soooooooooooooooooooooooo mad....mad at pop-up ads.
i wish them being burnt in hell, all of them!!!
i am crying coz the anger...
pop-up ads are disturbing, i have a pop-up killer installed but that doesn't stop the system to open a pop-up window. and when the window cannot browse the page contents, it keeps opening another and another and another windows...and it usually ends up free
i had made a wrong comment by accident to s1lv3rtwenty2's journal.
what i meant to say was that
i think he's a good guy with or without reading hisn latest journal entry.
atomic
i've seen many of us get into a critical argument. i just feel that sometimes we get carried away so easily and just throw out bad things to each other just to win the argument. not that all of us are bad, not that all of us don't have reasons. but...if you have time..please read...i wrote this a long long time ago...but it seems to suit with the current situation. winning is not everything...
we are all living in the world of illusions, nothing is real. what we see is illustions that are shape
