ooooookay so i know i set my target waay out of reach.
*laughs*
so far i've managed to lose a healthy 2kgs, in just over two weeks? Trainer says that its the "best" way to lose it (ie: slowly.)
bah.
with the diet and exercise i should be a skeleton by now. ...
well maybe those burger/choc cheats didnt do me too good.
anyways to all the people who know me here - cheers to you all. i'm removing all my pics, just found out that some idiot has taken/abused them...why do people do that anyways
okay i know i've bitched about my weight before. So what - no one's asking you to read my journal entries now innit!? *grin*
went for first assesment with personal trainer yesterday at the gym. According to him, (no duh), i could do with some weight loss, something like 10 pounds innitially then moving on. *aurgh* and i've got a date that i'm due to look good by - the 28th this month. so its going to be majorly crash dieting for me, till the 28th, then careful as to not to yoyo back to fatness
alrighty then.
i'll be the first to point out the fact that this ongoing journal-post warfare is downright childish. i'll cease to be immature, and choose not to acknowledge comments like Onlynx's in the future. people like him should get a life, and stop trying to look for one in my journal. i have no qualms about people bitching about me, as long as they do it in their own space and keep out of mine.
aaaanyway. had a long day. started out awful, got into a tiff with my dad.. long story, wil
where on earth do i start?
Onlnyx, darling, i'm flattered that you would actually spend your time on my journal, when you - the busy man who is constantly late for dates due to "business appointments" - would surely have far more important things in hand to manage. Methinks you're not thinking too straight (due to hectic schedule? or your "advanced age"? or the apparent 'stress' you're under?)..in your first reply you moan about the woes of dating a 19 year old (hmmactually i'm 20 this year, b
wrote out an entire slam on onlynx....had server problems. *heh* perhaps it was a sign from God, not to be too much of a meanie. in a happy mood now though, just had some choccies, wont taint my now positive chi by re-writting it all out again. need to posses the fire of the moment kinda thing, to truly leave sizzling whip lashes of words across one's pc screen.
maybe next time.
till then, i'm sure readers of my journal will be able to draw their own conclusions. ooh ooh and i've just signed
So i bought a bottle of wine, Brown Brothers or something like that, its sweet, called Dolchetta of somesort, and accidently kicked it over in my room, smashing it, and now my room smells of sweet wine. *laughs* ah well.
Okay so heres the rundown. Had a heart to heart chat with my exboyfriend, he still loves me apparently. big mistake, we end up recalling the amazing times we've shared, end up kissing. all the feelings just came flooding in for him........ funilly enough, it didnt have that mu
and i'm missing home!! *laughs* nah not really.
things are pretty hot here in perth, its crazy cause its summer..there isnt a single cloud in the sky. but, like all my other posts, i'm more concerned and taken with things going on in my head than around me. ah well.
my ex is acting all funny, i know he's upset since i basically gave him the e'd Never Get Back Together" speech, and i guess it finally sank in. or maybe he found out i'm actually dating again. *Shrugs* whatever, he's being immat
wonder what its like to have one. hehe
anyways lots has happened. Learned how to wakeboard, jet ski, lost my wallet, found it, cut my hair, went to a dog show, won, lost my wallet again, yet to find it, renewed my passport, get a temp i/c to collect the passport, cleaning up my room, quitting my consulting job, going to perth in a few day's time. i got tired just typing all of that out. *laughs*
as for the guy i like. hmm.. seeing some character flaws already.. he doesnt always call when he s
So what so new about another day?
Lots.
especially for me.
So yes, haven't written in a while. apologies. I'm either busy, or the internet connection's a ***** (yes, i'm still using dialup). Okay so here's the rundown.
I begin the night by having a large, 10 course family dinner, Seafood Chinese style. We had shark's fin soup, something i disagree on, (but drink anyways - cause apparently they only use something like 4% of real shark's fin, and the rest is fake, jello strings)... i actuall
okay now that i've got your attention.. *laughs* (i BETCHA i'm gonna get above average views on this blog! ) just a lil experiment i'm doin. )
anyways on with the journal. In regards to Slurm's statement on my prev. blog. Look, hun. I'm not saying that i'm not flattered with msgs (though i very rarely reply, sorry bout that), its just the "Damn i didnt know Asians had could do two things at once, ie Type and think in English". Its degrading, English is an International Language, which cannot b
by the accoustic version of Jason Mraz's song You and I Both. i dont usually like that kinda music, and i'm a big big fan now.
i guess i'm like that - music has a way to just hit me right*there*.. i can go from miserable to ecstatic, or vice versa, by listening to the right (or wrong) song.
oopsie. going to klcc with mom and sisters and aunt now. yes, thats where the Tallest Twin Towers are (they filmed Entrapment there). I swear, the place is being taken over by tourists, which isnt such a
And i'll, be on my way..
though the Nights, get Lonely,
i know, i'll be okay.
thats my lame attempt to rhyme, apologies, Shakespeare must be turning in his grave.
Well how's everyone celebrating this hyped up season of giving? Technically Christmas is a time to be 'giving', yes, but dont you think in the materialistic world we live in today, we've kinda distorted the 'true' meaning of this event?
I mean look - today i was doing some shopping, (along with the rest of the Christmas Sheep Her
um, that was to be sung in Janet Jackson's Lonely song tune... *grin*
okay so its late at night, i'm feeling a lil lonely, a lil naughty and a lil fat. okay very fat. have been pigging out, as usual, gotta get my bum off the damn dinner table and start exercising!! terrible, have a press conference for the TV show on Jan 7th, gotta look good by then!! eeps i'm going public.. wonder if this'll lead to anything bigger.
confession, i've always dreamt of being a star. as in someone famous, someon
oooooookaaay correction, why do all decent men have to think they're too old to date me? (in reference to my prev post, that 28 y/olds are old.)
lol apologies to all you old, um i mean, people approaching their 30s, or those past it.
but why does jolly always equate to gaining weight?!
hmm yes lots has happened.
So he goes to see this girl, right (my ex that is), and he finds that she's nothing he ever expected her to be. Well see it was kind of a cyber crush, (how juvenile?) and she was a VERY photogenic person.. *laughs* feel so mean to say this but.. i was so relieved that my ex was dissapointed. okay okay heres the briief story on it all.
i went to give him his pressie, and dropped by the place where the chick works.
The girl my ex likes.........She looks like me, (a tad bit more malay looking), she's almost my height (my ex is big into height), and her hair's like mine. only diff is, she's slimmer.
wonderful.
Why the hell do all three have to go together?
I'm feeling down. yes. I actually went to Penang (up north), left on friday and just came back. Dog Show. Won. Yay.
I cant believe he's already found someone. My Ex. He's infatuated with this intelligent model girl that likes him too. Okay, yes it was I who ended the relationship, and i'm being very selfish in this case but i cant help it. How can he find someone else so soon? He says he still loves me, obviously, but......... i'm pissed off cause
Okay so my sister's back from Perth. We get along fine, most of the time but we obviously have our tiffs. She plays this role of the 'protective' one, and yes i understand you feel its for my own good, sometimes people WANT to make their own mistakes, y'know? Ah well long story, i'll skip it.
But here's something interesting though. She's always been, well, the beautiful one in the family, with the most guys going after her, and with the best bod (she is vERY well proportioned), and i..hmm. i
referring to myself, that is.
okay, remember how i slammed people who cant hold their liquor? *laughs* wokay, yep you guessed it. Yesterday night i went out, and had some drinks. WHOOPS in all the fun i forgot i didnt eat very much for dinner..which was almost six hours before my first drink! WHOOPS i forgot i shouldnt mix, had whiskey AND vodka. WHOOPS got all tipsy, felt nauseaus, and WHOOPS (thank god) i puked it all out just before i got home. still feel a *little* sick now, but really muc
damn are my uterus walls THAT thick?
*laughs* gross details aside, i've discovered the wonders of Napster! *big big grin* i'm dloading SO many songs, i'll never be able to finish listening to them. Oh thats something of me you dont know.. i love music, singing, i'm going to record my own album one day - wait and see. *laughs* i dont sing great, but hey neither does Jlo, or Kylie. so all i need is a bum, nothing gymming cant help. hmm.. wonder if boobs will do the job.
Listening to Aguilera's
Okay i'm back home, its all nice and late, came back from clubbin' in KL. weird considering the fact that i had to LEAVE when the party started, ie at 12.30am! thats my dad's version of having fun, being back by midnight. Yep i'm a daddy's girl, the youngest kid, overprotected (hence my appreciation of freedom in Singapore). cant wait to get away though i know i'll miss home.. London's looking better everyday. *laughs*
oh hey - i'm no longer a Full Five Starer. oh well. soright, i think some o
okay so i'm back, i'm exhausted. i know i know hols are supposed to RELAX you, not drain you out, but omg singapore was a blast. met the most amazing people (from a singapoeran gay dude who knelt infront of me, kissing my hand, to hot aussie guys, to girls so drunk they puked all over the place, nice taxi drivers - who knew they existed!?) did loads of shopping, got very close to being drunk for the first time (stopped just short of that), partied till dawn on the last night, didnt sleep, had a
Oh yeah i'm on a diet. i keep forgetting?? *laughs* had coffee this morn, noodles and fruit and ice kacang [ ] for lunch. full and contented, though i wish i passed the ice-kacang (for those of you who dont know what it is, its blended ice, with red beans, grass jelly, syrup and milk)..ah well.
MY EXAM'S GOING TO BE OVER TOMORROW!! i'm already experiencing stress/tension headaches, its bloody annoying. i hate it when i know all my stuff,...and yet i dont. its hard to explain , i'm just praying
euggh. note to self - never have durians for breakfast with nasilemak, followed by rambutans, and more durians for lunch, with diet coke and french fries for tea. i only realised how disgusting it was afters, so hey i didnt do it on purpose! - and to think i just talked to a dietician the other day!!.. i feel TERRIBLE, with a fever, headache, and nausea (NO I"M NOT PREGNANT!!).. just had toast and chicken soup for dinner. feel a tad bit better, though maybe i should've skipped dinner altogether
i just typed an entire blog entry, and i forgot i signed out, and now its all gone. dont you think its a ***** when that happens? anyways to sum it up briefly.
i) parents flipped when they found out i was doing the TV programme, i didnt tell them before hand cause they're conservative and would've stopped me from doing it altogether.
ii) i've my last paper, Sociology (crime & deviance, Family and religion), which i'm almost done studying already. wish me luck!
iii) Sing-Ah-Pore here i com
