I curious about life. Since we were born.

How much energy we burn?

How many animals that we had to be our food?

How many clothes we had?

How many ppl we knew? How many ppl we regonize?

How many time we had sex?

How many bf gf we had?

How many happy time we got?

What's in the end?.....

Life sound like a movie...long story...but finally every story will end...

Life in the end...I know everyone want to be happy or not hurt or pain when we getting die.

Life in the end and in the beginning. Why we can't choose?

Born or Die...Could you tell me what's different?

I'm sure many people have thought of what you have written above, I have thought of it in the past then I came to the conclusion that sometimes it's better to not question life too deeply. Know that there is an end and use that knowledge to live your life to the full.

Greggo : Now i just tired and wanna rest my life (end it!).

This is not a place for a suicide note?Plus, suicide is for those who are too weak to stand up to life?s ups and downs. Life is too great of a gift to have it taken away by a brainless numpty.

thomaswd : This is not a place for a suicide note>>>> This is not a suicide note...

I tried to find something can help me feel better. This time Art can't help me. Maybe i need to go out.

Noi! Thanks for it not being a suicide note! lNoi, smile a bit... don;t be so serious na? It is a happy happy monday, the sky is blue, the elections have been cancelled and pigeons are being fed anticontraceptives in Bangkok! (Yes, latest can be read in my journal)

My point is... don't take things too seriously. Reality is a killer sometimes.

Helps me sometimes to think that my life is a cartoon... At the end no matter what happens to the coyote, he always gets up and tries to find new ways to trap the roadrunner.

Be the coyote...

Cheers na

Noi...Please excuse my misunderstanding..."Now i just tired and wanna rest my life (end it!).:...If this is the case, then do as recommend, cheer up my friend. Things could always be worse. Take me for example, I am in one of the waring countries of the world and still manage to come up with some really silly jokes and up beat comments on life...So chin up and have yourself a great day.

thomaswd : my sentence mean like suicide really...But now i can't!! Anyway thank you for cheer up..

I'm waiting for Saladin's inscrutable comment...

chrispilok : Why saladin???

As low as you are feeling right now, know that this is temporary! This feeling will pass and you will find happiness! Hang in there and be positive! Appreciate what you have right now, you have so much to be happy about. Thomas has some good advice. Be strong

<<I'm waiting for Saladin's inscrutable comment...>>

I am working on it ...

Not the right place for me to answer... too personnal also...Let's talk about that when we (Kui and I) will be in Thailand, OK? But let's try some short cuts:

"How many": bad question.

Avoid pain: wrong try, no way.

The end is now.

At least for me, I began to breathe on the other side.