friends...

thank you for your encouragement : )

couple years ago i flew back to bkk to have a minor operation at my left breast to remove a big lump out. no cancer cells found but i still have quite a number of those small lumps which are not cysts. they are still developing their size all over my breasts. interestingly, when i was waiting for the doctor, i found that lots of young girls have this problem. the doctor, which is a very famous one in this field is still trying to find out for the cause of this disease. he suspects that it's from food that we consume...and it's mostly found in young girls who live in bkk. anyhow, it's better to quit smoking...eventho there's no signs of cancer.

but i still keep on smoking... : P

another reason is that tlc and i went to see a doctor together for some reason. during our conversation with the doctor, several words that came out from the doc pointed out that we really should quit smoking. altho we are a dying breed but still, there are many things that cannot be done if we continue smoking.

we decided to cut down but so far, it doesnt seem like we are actually trying. so i thought that if i be hard on myself, it'll help both of us stop smoking. if he's beinh hard on me for that, it would not work coz i wont listen anyway. it must be my own will.

it'll be tough!

i have addicted personality, i have a tendency to addict to something.

it feels good to addict to sth...well..lucky that pot gives me headache and i don't do durgs otherwise K and Hay' would have been my friends.

it'll be tough coz i am a woman with no rules in life.

start to feel like im going to break up with a life time friend somehow.

but i am weird in some ways, once i completely stop smoking for months coz my roommate smoked a lot and i just felt that his smoking habit bothers me...so i just felt like i didnt wanna smoke at all.

we'll see!

thanks again : )

atomica

Well in anycase good luck with it all P'Jane. You're strong willed and if you put your mind to it you can do anything! You're doing yourself a favour as well as (dare I say it?) your future kids as well!

Life is too short, if you could started to smoke till u addicted and now you want to quit it ... just start !!! you will difinately QUIT soon!!! ...... P'Nee

P'Jane.. you are strong.. and i know that you can do it... I am sure you can.

I believe in you.. my lovely sis...

Cheers ka.

Gin

thank you thank you and thank you : )

Oh, i sent a msg to u with all the info about the doctor...i might have spelled his name in a different way from his business card...it could be Dr. Kris, im not sure but im sure the hospital will understand. as in Thai, his name is Grish.

dont worry about having a scar...just a boob with unique personality!!!

; )

Good luck Jane. I agree that smoking is not a good idea if you have any potential health issues. You might want to read up on the nature of addiction that way you can ascertain if the addiction is purely physical or not which will help in your quest to quit.

Jane, I quit last Thursday and have now done 5 days. I'm using Nicotine patches and they seem to help Good luck and I hope you succeed. Love and hugs, Giles.