I miss my sweetheart so much!

Today, as always when I want to chill..I would just go to youtube and search for cool live show or look for my favorite artists works.

I watched scenes from Chicago movie, watched Celine Dion, Blondie, Josh Groban, Amy Winehouse...etc.

Then I cried! I miss singing far too much. Miss those time when I was in the band. But it was my own decision to quit.

In 2003, I was sent to hospital because of high fever. I stayed in hospital for almost a month and was sick for almost 2 months.Because my tonsils were infected and swollen. I had been using my voice too much from teaching, doing seminars and camps, entertaining children and leading games.

Of course, when you sing, you sing from your stomach..but not when you speak. I had been having few big events before I was delievered to hospital....

And after that..I began to have some problem with my voice cords also. It's never been the same..I've never been the same.

I can still sing..but it's just not the same.

Today as I was watching youtube....I missed my old time with my band. I wanted to close my eyes and picture being with them again. 

I could hear the bass, the drums, guitars, piano...

My sweet old time! and I couldn't help crying..

I just miss my sweetheart!!

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Music is my sweetheart

My sweetheart is music

I love my sweetheart

You should be watching something like this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFv_WXyLzf4 in youtube.

It should cheer you up

Well .......thanks

I am not down..but understand when you miss something or someone so much? Those good old times..and you wanna be there once again..or feel it once more. That's what i'm feeling right now.

I wanna be able to sing from deep within and from everything that i am once again

i read somewhere that too much lasagne and sex was bad for your voice also

Ha ha ha ha but sex should be a good way to practice singing or letting air out LOL... if you want it to be loud and really powerful, you will have to moan out from your stomach LOL

Nico, a good friend of mine was playing cello in an important orchestra in northern italy, but years ago he was hit by a rare disease affecting hands? tendons. He could not touch an instrument for a long while and he was never able to go back on the stage as a member of an orchestra. However when I go back home and I meet him, I always find a happy person in front of me, somebody who found in teaching music to disabled people something certainly very different but equally fulfilling?

Amazing paths in life are numerous, Nave. I wish you to find yours.

PS ah btw? Nico now is also a dammed good cooker and his lasagna are a melodious simphony!

I can see lots of practice on the bedroom microphone

You vocal cords will get better and your vice will be stronger than ever :-)

let's go to karaoke...........i want to hear your voice!!! lol