If someone asks me what does friendship mean?

I say

Friendship means Terje Sundet.

Tonight my twin ...my dude..my father planet..my sood tee...is leaving Thailand..back to Norway for good.

It's been years that this guy has been by my side through my ups and downs like I can never tell anyone how...And I can't deny that he's one of my very best friends.

I talked to him almost everyday.

He would always be there..He would be a shoulder to cry on.

Sometimes we don't get to talk much but knowning that he's somewhere around makes my heart warm.

But tonight ...things are about to change.

I love the dude to bits. And we know it well that a friend stays friend no matter where. And it's not like dying from each other.

But on my own strength, I have always depended on this sweet friend of mine.

I had been whining..whom shall I call..Whom shall I gossip with...Who will bring my senses back to me...Who's gonna drive me home when I'm drunk...etc.

He doesn't allow any of his friends to see him at the airport for he hates saying good bye.

I went to see him and picked up some stuff ( my inheritance ) the other night...And it was so hard when he said "don't go" to my face..

It was so saying bye...

But truely...I love my father ship so much... I know I could still call..or text..but it's just so different..knowing that..now he's far away.

Last week, I was so busy with my friends wedding. So I didn't get to talk to him much or text him much. But that was what i meant to do so....

I meant to stand on my own feet... Not to depend on him too much... but it's so damn empty..my mouth was itchy...how I wanted to gossip...about now that my ex is in town again..about how tiring the wedding was..

I'm gonna miss him much...

Some of my friends think that I'm in love with him...Let me tell you...This is more than just falling in love..But I truely love the dude...that no matter what he has become..I still love him to bits.

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Head Up and MOVE ON !!

you never want to lose a friend like that. Good think about Skype is that you can talk together long distance.....

U still have him with you. As friendlycat said, technology now is so cool that you can keep in touch like you are just next door.

Keep positive.

friends forever........

I think that you are blessed.......To have someone in your life like that.