I feel lonely
I have been to this gym since 2003 and made many new friends from there. But only three of us that our friendship growing closer. There were me, P and K. We went to gym earlier before class start just because to catch up chit chat, we met on weekend for shopping, met on Friday night for dinner etc. or even arranged aboard trip getaway together.
P stopped coming to gym at mid 2006 because her colon cancer got worse. She admitted in hospital since then and passed away early 2008. I and K still meet up at gym but no more hang out or catching up chit chat like before. On my birthday 2008, K called me say happy birthday and told she is now stay home healing her breast cancer. This news made me afraid of losing her I didnt dare to call her I was not ready to hear any bad news, I replied her email just to forward mail she sent to me that I was glad to hear from her. I sent greeting card on New Year 2009 as i always did since I knew her.
I come back to my old gym after I have paused from going there for a year. The very first news I heard when i got back there was K has passed away in late 2009 her and her husband membership still active but her husband never come to gym after she died he still suffer from the feeling of missing her.
I go to gym before class start take a nap on the sofa in relaxing room that we used to sit, chat, laugh and cry ( I was cried there once when P told me she has cancer ), feeling terribly lonely missing them.
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