Im tired.. I feel so numb.. I feel so pain. I feel so dump..

Im confused.. and I dont know if I feel hate, upset or disappointed?!?

Yeah Im a silly baby and Im in shocked still!

I feel numb cause of something that I just figured it out.

Just like someone slap on my face again and again.

My pain can become 'Hate' later soon.

Now I can hardly tell for what I feel exactly.

Why some people always ask for trust and dont respect it?!?

How you dare? How silly? How sad? .... How suck?

I hate cheating.. I hate people who said they are faithful..

But still mess around with other people with no shame..

Dont ask for trust because I will feel it myself if I really can trust or not.

Im loosing all trust and most of good feeling now..

It's your life.. do what you want.. **** up your life..

Im not that good.. Believe me I can be a ***** too.

I dont even need excuse that I was so drunk.. to do anything.

But if Im in a relationship I always loyal to my special one.

I know what's Loyalty and Honesty mean.

Dont think that I just ended up relationship with someone..

And come to tell the world how sad or how depressed I am..

Not at all! I just wonder why people cant be satisfied with one person..

And the main reason its because I hate cheating and unfaithful.

I saw some people do that.. with no shame! Unacceptable!!

Shame on you, Shame on me, Shame on us!

Cheers for all sin we have done!

- Peace -

I think you must consider a love slave in chains, to be your boyfriend for a while! :-)

Hi Nong Babyoiy,

That is life. You can take it as a good experience. Looking around yourself and your life still has many valuable things waiting for you.

Just someone who is cheating so just ignore and stop your trust and respect:)))))

He/she will get what they did to you soon or later.

Be smile na kaaa

Cheers

P' Ying

cheer up girl... no one deserve such pain...

Oh P'oiy khon suay hmm take it easy na kha relax na

Steel.. If i gotta chain him, i better let him go..

P'YingYai.. hehe love you nick.. *smiles* hard to say.. maybe called disappointed.

g5665.. Thanks!

TG.. *smiles and relax*

porpor.. I bet you hate him.. lolz

LIEBE.. Im the one who can please myself very well.. Thanks jaa

Ahh, Oiy...you're still young, take it easy...feelings jump up and down, learn to trust & love yourself, then it's not so bad when others make a mess out of their lives (says one who have tried all this countless times)...take a deep breath and discover the beauty around you, then this miserable fella won't mean anything to you any more :-)

ahh Poul.. I got nothing to say coz I still confused now.. haha I dont know whats I really feel but I always hate anyone who cheated on their partners. I kept saying that all the times tho' But I didnt bother to write untill now.

wish i had some way to take your pain away babe... x

betrayed...... damn rite.

Calm down, Oiy. It happens to all of us and hopefully we move on and not make a big mistake! You're not the one who caused the problem. So just take a deep breath, and know that you did the right thing, and someone else did the wrong thing. It happens every day, all over the world!

Do mistake is ok as long as you feel sorry that you have done mistake and feel that you wont keep do mistake again and want to be good afterward.. But for some people who doesnt care if its wrong or not then thats might be dangerous for other people around them for sure.

I hear ya Baby. Live and let live is all we can do. I take responsibility for my actions. Now, having said that, let's get some coffee and talk about this...chai?? LOL

Yeah, it really hurts to trust someone and then find out that maybe you were wrong to trust them in the 1st place but, thats part of life and I can guarantee that a lot of nicer people than that will come your way. The trick is, to not let the injury of the previous painful experience ruin your vision to see the next good thing. Take care and good luck

Bobby... okie. but if you were here its not time to discuss about this such thing but dance!

Japhrodisiac... ruin or not?? hmmm I'll try.. thx for the luck.

1- Try to learn to recognize the difference between those who make mistakes and those who don't even know what respect is.

2- Go towards the first ones, avoid the others.

3- Don't get upset with the second ones: human are nearly all like that, they're not worthy your smallest anger (too tiring, he he).

4-Put your energy in trusting the ones who deserve it, begining by your self.

5- Love me.

Im disappointed .. thats all i can say. Let me shout for now and I will be better.. hehe

Thx Oneil and Gee

I do understand how u feel oiy.. ! definitely, I do and I'm sure u can handle all these sort of pains.

When these emotions disappear,what left is just a good experience na !

Yeam.. I have no pain no more.. Im all well.. and glad that Im outta

Slurms... tell me whats I feel now.... Im so confused.. :S

Greenpie_apple.. Smile to da world.. )