Johnno has waken up the true me that had been sunk from my very deep within.
And as you can see from my previous journal...I am still into lasagna...
You may think I'm dead John..and you are trying to wake me up...
Eventhough lasagna is still better than sex for it's very juicy, creamy, cheesy and tasty.And my loyalty has never changed.
But being an absolute single..I now say that...
Chocolate is better than masturbation...
Esp. Dark chocolate can produces huge orgasm. ( at least fo
Well...according to my journal yesterday....
It seems that iamsamtoo and I have fallen in to a great solution about our big lover ; Lasagna.
After whining and cmplaining that life isn't fair. iamsamtoo has offered me a good deal that I think it's practically possible for us.
Since we have fallen in love in the same thing; Lasagna.
We decided to try threesome...
But our problem is.............................
I think 'lasagna is a he', but he thinks 'lasagna is a she'
what should i
Man..Never felt like this before.
I know my favorite phrase this year is "Carpe Diem; Seize the day." And I have been living my extrodinary life like that..Trying to finish work each day...trying to re-arrange my priorities ..finding out what's best.
But I'm dying to go home...RIGHT NOW !!!!!!!!!!
I have to fill a form, prepare papers and send it to the Ministry of Labour. It's nothing that difficult but it is my first time and every single word i will have to be very careful with it. And
Nothing....
Absolutely nothinggggggggggggggggggg.............................
Went home last night with a big grin on my face and I'm still wearing it!
Cuz I just had a good date yesterday...
So I can't help smiling..grinning..humming...
Maybe this won't last but at least I had a good date and that's enough for now..
Yesterday, I was just checking who was online. And I saw something that made me thrilled as I couldn't do anything else but sat still.
I can never forget his face and how much I had put myself into shame. About a year or almost two years, before i deleted my old account, I started talking with a 'decent' guy who liked what I was. Then a few months later, I got a call from his wife that made me 'numb'
And yesterday, i found that he's back.
Again, I was numb, felt like I was slapped. That co
I have been working in this community for years. Last Christmas, I asked 2 girls from our language center to show at the party for 70 - 100 children at the community. And after seeing lots of children coming towards us with hunger..looking for food, wanting to get their presents, and seeing an almost naked man walking around, or some other drunken adults with beer bottles in their hands. The mother of the two girls then walked to me and gave me some couragement and compliments like ..'Oh, Miss
Lately, there is someone pretending to be my stalker as I have posted in my other journal. But now the intention has been revealed. That person has been going around all of my cyber friends..even some of my TF friends. Maybe the person's intention is trying to find if we have a crush on the same person.
Recently, I have lost 2 friends already by believing what that person says.
One day, that person even joined the conversation between my friend and I under a new name. But ..we caught it final
I did not post anything for a long time because I have been really busy. There's so much going on in my life right now. But definitely, I am having so much fun living a little less ordinary life.
But going to bed at 1 or 2 in the morning has made me lost my inspiration of writing. I guess I just pass out like that. Home, eat then crash.
Of course, the only fun time that I have found is my lil' chit chat with Terje;my very good friend. Or online with my heart; Dinesh.
I've been yearning to
Hi People...
How have you been?
I know I have been quiet for a while. Been really busy since before Christmas..then I got to take my weeks off and now back to work with more assignment.
I'm now busy with a conference that I'm an organizer myself and also have to attend. It is a lovely request from my super boss...that I MUST attend the conference..and at the same time he said " Would you please help me for this conference..make sure that things go right..." then I heard him said " Oh well.
I had no clue how did I come up with that.
Maybe because it was my true self and I really thought like that.
I got a subscription mail that Michael had posted a blog on myspace...I knew ..we were over. People in Australia who knew about us said that I had better not contact him anymore for what he had become.
But....A man like Michael? would do something like that?
It put me to curiousity that I needed to find out.
His blog was so so so so so down. He knew that he had hurt people..had
I've been working very hard..
been sleeping at 2 or 3 in the morning,been having nightmare and been up early every morning with no days off for about two months.
I have been yearning for it!!
My passion..my pleasure..my trip!!
In less than 24 hours then i'll be joinging my peeps for camping..though i will still have to work to the very last bit!! but ..damn it..
its worth waiting for !!!!
bunch of things to do tomorrow..
Write thank you letters to our supporter.Then manage and comm
This was too sudden. Within two days my family has lost our good friends.
My nanny passed away in the early morning of the 5th..Everything in our family was put to a stop because of the funeral. And the next evening my mother called me ( I'm now quite scared of her phone call )that my uncle ( my father's counsin )
died in that afternoon.
I was shocked. Within two days, my family has lost our good friends.
And when I got to sit down with myself..........................
Wait a minute!!
I know this is dreamy.....
But my friends and I were just thinking yesterday..What if we had one minute with the king..
What would you say.....
I paused for a while...and this was my answer..
"Thank you for being tired for us and never leave our side..Thank you...." and honestly..i said those with my teary eyes.
...............
What about you? what would you say
________________________________________________
Head Up and MOVE ON
Nave
This morning, I was woken up by a phone call, thought it was my mother trying to get me home early.
It was her..and she said..everything was canceled now because...............
She had received a phone call from someone said that my nanny who took care of me since I was born until about 5 or 6 just passed away this morning.
And my memory was recalled.
I couldn't remember much right away..... And old lady who liked to sit on the chair in the front yard waiting for me with some snack when
Last night during dinner, my friends and I were just talking ..and I had no clue how did it come up.
We were probably talking about what would be our wedding songs...
Then I told them one thing...My shame..that I would never forget!!!
About 4 or 5 years ago when my brother got married..I was the event organizer. That day..everything was in my hands!! I managed everything..
Gave the signal to the bridemates and the bride. And even the Master of the ceremony myself..
Everything went fin
Well this might sound hmmmm easy...
or
what else can I say...
Maybe just like my ex said that I'm too sensitive in something..
But this has made me upset and grumpy!!!!!!!!!!!
A man told me that finally he decided to accept a woman into his life. And that makes me stop calling him or texting him..Well, I think I should though because I know my intention and actually....i'm not sad at all ..but I just don't want to be that open door or a chance to be called "a third person"... Just like
Last night was very annoying. The phone company were doing something with their antenna on the roof since early morning.
I thought they would stop by 5 pm but they didn't.
I went shopping and came back at 7 just to find that the work was still going on.
They were pounding, drilling something which I thought they were trying to remove that big antenna.
I did'nt really care about it until it got me grumpy.
I felt myself grumpy and get angry easily. I had to yell to my roommate so that sh
Man....
I think it's a new movie coming or maybe it's in the program now..don't really care but what i care is the Thai title
Rise..¼Õ¡ÃêҡËÑÇ
Man........that must hurt!!!!!
Help me think..what else a ghost should not do...
¼ÕµºËÑÇ
¼ÕËÂÔ¡ËÑÇ
¼Õ¡Ã÷׺ËÑÇ
ohhhhhhhhhhh.....................
dont wanna think about it
for foreign friends who dont know what im talking about..im sorry..
but for my thai friends....
help me!!!
he he he
I know when I told him that he was now forgiven. But that doesn’t mean I wanted to be reminded of him again.
My brother had invited Frank and his wife over. I was trying so much to avoid the couple just because they were cheering so much about Michael and I. And they were the one who passed the message through my brother to me all the way from Australia that Michael had changed even though I already knew it.
I knew that he turned to a 21 yrs old girl. But after that, I didn’t know what wa
Excuse my language and if this journal sounds too offensive or harsh then all of the Spice Girls fan can just ignore it!
I had nothing to do today and not because I don't like them..I do..
Well..Girl Power..why not..I still remember that fun single and MV "Wannabe" when I was in highschool.
But the new MV has brought me to one word that I really don't want to use..
Pathetic!!
What the heck is the sense or spirit of that MV and how they are trying to present that song..
Where is that
I got a call at 10 o'clock at night while i was home being lazy on my couch watching TV and platying Pirate game on facebook at the same time.
"You need to come down to the hall right now and we need your iron"
My office is having an event on Thursday night and one team was working on decoration in the hall.
I went there with my iron. As I got there I saw long meters of cloth expecting to be ironed by me. We didn't have ironing board. ( well i wouldnt carry it all the way from my place th
I have read many journals and have talked to many people. And it came to a surprise to me that people have used a lot of “Oh, my God”
Do you really mean it when you say?
I am a Christian and sometimes I’m even scared to use it as it’s in the Ten Commandment
"You shall not take the name of the LORD your God in vain; for the LORD will not hold him guiltless who takes his name in vain.” Exodus 20:7
Of course, you find me using lots of F word or too many times.
But when you say “Oh
I was screwed since this morning when my boss called and asked where was I..
Oh well....
Someone didn't hear the alarm this morning and that person was me. Another word, someone ignored the alarm this morning and that was me again!
Usually, my boss would come to work in the afternoon on Mondays and I had been faithful to my duty even when my boss wasn't around..
But not today!
He called at 15 to 10 A.M. and I was just walking around, singing my old songs and wondering what to wear.
A
Oh well..this should be a joy..isnt it? having a secret admirer. I've got a secret admirer who admires my blogs from myspace. And wanted to be firend with me...well...why not!!!
We have talked..but so far that person doesn't want to tell her identity or even where is she originally from to me.. ( yes..its a female )
Instead, she clicked on my friend's profile and asked my friends about me even before she commented something about my journal or said hi to me. I had no clue why she was checki
I was trying to so much to calm down when someone has stolen my style and my identity! It's ******* irritating when someone stole my works, my ideas and my styles.
It was so pathetic when I finally caught one's works that it exactly looked like mine just the title that it wasn't and some details and I have caught this person for a few times.
I was so irritated so much that I didn't feel like doing anything. Any journal or even touch my online profile at all not even want to fancy something
