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My Super Ex-BF

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My unbelieveable ex once again he's back into my life! After months we chatted last time on MSN, he always come up with how hard for him to live this life without me, without the only one he really love.. bla bla bla ... I met him even before I joined TF so it was a couple of years ago, we split up since he left me without telling me, I remember we went to pick up ticket from the airport together on the night before but he told me that he will be away for 2 days only and will come back to see me but he gone! Somehow we still in touch virtually afterward but he never tell me the real reason of what happened that day anyway. I don't know why I still can't really get over this. I still have some hope in my mind that we will meet again (stupid me!) even though I don't know if I can trust this guy for anyting he told me. I think when you love you should have no doubt at all? Nopz! I'm not in love with him now but I still miss him sometime but again it's not a thing called love. I still remember this guy gave me really hard time when he left me, it never happened before nor after but I was unable to eat at all for 3 days till he contacted me.  He came back to play with my heart, I wanna know how far he can go though. I never understand why some people living their life with dream, what made them so afraid to stand the truth, stand as who they really are.. It's not easy to make story about their life all of the time, it might be exhausted when you have to lie everyone even yourself. I want to try this once again, I wanna know what cause him to be like this. I hope I will be just one player in his game not a victim. You guy can have a laugh with below message. This is only sample one. There are a lot more!Pls feel free to tell me if you think this is a copy-paste message, I won't be surprised.
Now I have realized all alone I am unable to do anything without you, I can just weep and shed my tears in my loneliness and my death in the shape of suicide for sure if you are not there with me. If you want than I can die for you as well to show you my love for you. Your face is a glowing moon light for me, you are the lily of my watering dreams, you are loved by me more than anything, without you I can’t live a single moment, can’t imagine life without you.
Slowly and gradually we will take this love feeling along with us and definitely we will be together very soon. We will cross every limit to have each other’s love physically ASAP. The kind of life I imagined for us is where I will give you every happiness; I will give you so much love that there will be no pain in your life. There will be no dark hour in our life, I swear on your life that I will clear every examination of this world to have you with me.
Now don’t tell me your eyes are wet ………………..
 
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My unbelieveable ex once again he's back into my life! After months we chatted last time on MSN, he always come up with how hard for him to live this life without me, without the only one he really love.. bla bla bla ... I met him even before I joined TF so it was a couple of years ago, we split up since he left me without telling me, I remember we went to pick up ticket from the airport together on the night before but he told me that he will be away for 2 days only and will come back to see me but he gone! Somehow we still in touch virtually afterward but he never tell me the real reason of what happened that day anyway. I don't know why I still can't really get over this. I still have some hope in my mind that we will meet again (stupid me!) even though I don't know if I can trust this guy for anyting he told me. I think when you love you should have no doubt at all? Nopz! I'm not in love with him now but I still miss him sometime but again it's not a thing called love. I still remember this guy gave me really hard time when he left me, it never happened before nor after but I was unable to eat at all for 3 days till he contacted me.  He came back to play with my heart, I wanna know how far he can go though. I never understand why some people living their life with dream, what made them so afraid to stand the truth, stand as who they really are.. It's not easy to make story about their life all of the time, it might be exhausted when you have to lie everyone even yourself. I want to try this once again, I wanna know what cause him to be like this. I hope I will be just one player in his game not a victim. You guy can have a laugh with below message. This is only sample one. There are a lot more!Pls feel free to tell me if you think this is a copy-paste message, I won't be surprised.
Now I have realized all alone I am unable to do anything without you, I can just weep and shed my tears in my loneliness and my death in the shape of suicide for sure if you are not there with me. If you want than I can die for you as well to show you my love for you. Your face is a glowing moon light for me, you are the lily of my watering dreams, you are loved by me more than anything, without you I can’t live a single moment, can’t imagine life without you.
Slowly and gradually we will take this love feeling along with us and definitely we will be together very soon. We will cross every limit to have each other’s love physically ASAP. The kind of life I imagined for us is where I will give you every happiness; I will give you so much love that there will be no pain in your life. There will be no dark hour in our life, I swear on your life that I will clear every examination of this world to have you with me.
Now don’t tell me your eyes are wet ………………..
 
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Jess_jas

I agree with Vacanti, the message looks lots like the copy one from the website!

Some guys are like that I call them 'losers'. If he was gentleman enough as he gained 'Boyfriend' title he should explained to you why he stopped contacting you at that time. I think he still plays around with you (of course I had that kind of experience too, especially guys form the website. Maybe I know some player from TF..LOL).

Best way is, turning your back to him! Assure yourself that you have enough pride, he should try harder than he was before if he really wants you back. Action speaks louder than words when you see him again you can judge with your eyes.

See how you go but I wish you good luck.

May the force be with you

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babyoiy

I think it will be fun to play back with this kind of people.. don't you think so? and if I'm playing with fire... I'd expect to get burnt..

You will be amazed to read all, sometime I wanna grab his neck and ask if he thinks that I really that idiot? But I can't do that untill I get him in Thailand again. But sometime I feel sorry for him too.

ps: you will be amazed how stupid I could be and how full of crab he could be in the same time.

LOL

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Jess_jas

Sorry to hear but spending any one second with this guy is just obsolutely wasting of your time. I used to think of playing back on someone, just try to spin him around for fun, but at the end you will be the one who suffer and end up with more confusion because you still love him. Believe me, he will feel nothing he just thinks he get one tick back on his little black book.

Take your time, it is hard even try not to backsliding.

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Dekka

My advice & opinion for what's it worth is:-

Don't fall back into his trap.

He had his chance with you & it is own fault that he blew it.(He did that all by himself. ) No one forced him to do that.

For whatever reason he did this to you, is not a concern for you,it is his only!

Don't let your Heart rule your Mind.

One word is all you need to say to him, "LAGONE".

Don't even give him a second thought or chance. He doesn't deserve it!!!

The Past is in the past.Put it down as experience. We all make mistakes, but the intelligent people learn from that. Stupid one's don't.

The Future is uncertain, we don't know what it has in store for us.

The Presence is now & at this moment in time.

You can only live in the Presence.

He broke your Trust.

Trust & love is what binds & links us to one another.

But once that Trust & love is Betrayed.

It has broken the link in the chain.

You can mend the link., yes I know

But the link, wiill never be as strong as it was ORIGINALLY!

Their is an old adage which states, "Once Bitten Twice Shy".

Meaning if someone has caused you pain & suffering, don't venture down that Road again.

Unless, you want to experience Pain & Suffering AGAIN!

I hope I have been some assistance to you in helping you come to Terms with your situation.

All the best Best for your Future Life.

May Happiness be your shadow & accompany you throughout your Life.

Kind Regards ..Dekka

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babyoiy

Chris : Do you expect me to have more than one unbelieveable ex? LOL Indian James Bond... He's working for AMEX. hehehehe~ AMEX and CITI, perfect match?

I know you gonna call me Stupid!!!!!!!! LOL Im *not* in love with him. I do it on purpose. I have someone I want to get married with already.. ;)

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bigKus

Oh.. dear lovelyoiy..

The contents in his message to you is too much in one's life ...I think.. like you said .. he's sunch an unbelievable ex- :-)

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stegee

i've told you a million times!! i am not going to marry you!!

am i the only person who found the 'crab' comment amusing?? i presume you meant 'crap'-50 baht!!

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