As i am writing this journal..i just want to share my feelings to sombody that has left me right now....i know i was wrong sometimes ...but as i do because i am not perfect person ..and i know i tried so hard....to be the only one ...but right now i remind myself where i am standing..i just wish someday ....you will grant your eyes to see this journal..maybe it can lead you back ...if God still helping me....else ...i am in dreaming..Every year of my birthday ...this year is most important for me...but now...it s just goin to be the same way as before...what we have plan  ..now all gave up..i hope tomorrow i will not wake up....then i not need to know or accept that my birthday ..gonna be as before...and know the real that i am lost ....even i never wanted.. 

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cried

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie

is made up on your side

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do

Reminds me of you

And the clothes you left

they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you

I love the things that you do

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were

Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I do I give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

Yeah

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear will always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

Loveislie28***

26/05/50

23:50

*cry*cry*cry*

pls dont worry,everything will be ok ka

thanx for every comments...i just wanna let him know i try to be perfect for him ...all of my mood they all have reason ...

i wish he could glant his eyes for this journal ...

loveislie28*****

Sorry to hear things are not going well for you again,

hope everything gets better for you real soon

Good luck to you.........

I am sure he has seen your journal. And I believe he has read it several times even before the 1st person commented on it. I am sure it has struck strong to his heart in your words and your deep feelings for him. I am sure he is not immune to his feelings you express for him and your desires. For, I betcha, he feels the same way.

But in like all things there are two points of view and I am sure he feels you have not seen his points else he'd of never walked out. I am sure he has not walked out of your life for good for I am sure he has deep, ever lasting love for you. Though, he feels very strong, I am sure, on his needs and concerns. Give it a chance to see his side. It might make a world of difference

hey my friend stay strong

Life cna really get ya down at times like birthdays and christmas. I know I hide form my family during these times because they remind me of a sad past.

if you need a friend message me anytime, I wont advise but I can listen

ok stay strong

You echo the feelings and sadness I passed through last year. It is not a fun being where you are now, stay strong and true to your heart and yourself. If he comes back to you with open arms, then don't let pride get in between you and him. Talk to him, and If you feel he is sincere, take his heart and love it forever, Good Luck !!

Sukhumvit of broken Dreams!!!

loveislie28, give it time and it will pass. I know that right now you think it's impossible, but please believe me that it will pas and also believe me that this is not going to be the last time it's happening to you. Like they say..."Smile, tomorrow can be even worse." You're young and pretty and nothing can take that away from you. Take care, na

It's always darkest before the dawn. Things will get much better soon!

Here is just my life never get dawning ...it s getting dark and darker...and i feel i m enough aobut God 's games...

i wish the person i wrote this journal to ...he could see my feelings inside ...and consoul me like other friends here do to me ...but i know it is day dreaming ...that never get true..

This person you refer too has repeatedly said to you in many ways that 'Yes, he left your dorm room' but he did not leave you. He did not leave you as a woman, friend, lover, soul mate. He did leave your room. It was his last ditch effort to show you that there are two sides to a story and he needed you to have a wake up call.

He sees your pain, he feels your pain, he hears your pain in your voice. Yet, he has not left you as you tell everyone and all. You know why ...

i understand your pain now

but you understand mine?

i feel like a toy now

you never told me all the story

i didn't make big promises, only to be your friend always if you don't break my heart

i told you who hurt me and why and only asked you not to do the same

but you did it

you want me to pay for what someone else did to you?

why have i always to pay for others?