I feel so tired.. sick and tired. I don't know how many times I sell my dreams... It happened once when I worked with my exboss, we could getting along so well, we came up with new billiant ideas but one day she got breast cancer, she couldn't handle it anymore... so she left us. Then we got an new boss, I found out that we had miss match chemistry. So we said bye bye to her, we could work together.... Our team was fine for not many month another things came along. My big boss will leave us soon, so, have to get ready for the new begining by next month. Don't know what will happen to the new office, hopefully we can get what we requested.

This time all I have to do all over again is rewriting my plan 3 years ahead, KPI, Personal development plan, focus on mobile, cyber, online stuff cuz not sure if in 2 years we might move our office to Chaengwattana (near Muangthong Tani). Yes, it's really near my place, no more bad traffic, no need to spend time on the expressway, but it's not a center. I think it might be tough work.

Looking at the schedule next week, don't know when to get my birthday holiday. I also need to renew my TOEIC score, completely no time for the tutorial.

I just got start Wallstreet encounter class, the teacher said I studied too slow... I should study twice a week at least. If Young Leadership class start next month, it's gonna take 20% of my life, or more than that. Grrr...

Feel like I have no energy every time I arrive home, always feel so tired to look at the computer screen, always sleep like I die already and wake up with a zombie face.

I die...

That's what happens when you develop & grow in your career. It is exhausting & takes a lot of time but remember, It will all be worth it in the end, just try to keep going, look after yourself & be patient. You can do it!!

thks kha Teila, I just feel so damn tired, I just hope I can make it, I just hope I can get thru it. My supervisor asked me what I think about my future, I said I don't know but I wouldn't turn back... only one option, just go on and on.

Su su! Just keep on keepin on. Add some exercise into the equation if you're feeling tired...sounds strange, but it boosts your energy.

Thks Rob, I can say I will have no time for NuSkin stuff (at least) those people like to have me as a stupid customer, lol.

Yes, exercise is a good idea kha... I think so, cuz I felt better when I go to the gym. Plus the staff gym is next to the classroom, it's easy for me to go there after Eng. class. Plus I've bought Nike for months but wore it just one time... so may be it's time.

You have to remember that all the tiring work you do now is so when you get older you won't have to work as hard anymore. In some circumstances if you focus your work now in the right direction when you get older you will not have to work anymore at all, and at a younger age than most people quit working, if you want to. You will have that choice.

That is the reward for your hard tiring work now, so you do not have to work all your life. When you reach a realistic age to quit working you will be able to do it. There are too many people that do not do this, and they end up working all their life, with no time to finally relax, and say "I'm done working, forever". Your tiring schedule now will allow you to say that in your future.

What you are doing now will finally show the rewards in 20-30 years, or maybe even quicker. It is so hard to think that far in the future, and say to yourself "this is for my future", with that future being so far away.

Your day to day, or even year to year dealings with new bosses, and different working conditions is just a drop in the bucket when you look at the long term, and how many more times you will face these same situations.

Never think of it as selling your dreams if what you do will get you closer to reaching your goals in life. Your only purpose is to get to the point where you do not have to work anymore if you do not want to, and to get there with a healthy body, and mind. Think of how your life can be when you no longer have to work. That can be a strong motivational factor in determining what you will go through to get there....hehehe.

sometime head need space...

@ KB. mostly Thai ppl in lower-lower class to middle - lower class (such as myself) have to work till the last min of life. For me I'd be appreciate if I live until 55 years old, max 60 years old. I don't wanna go old without anyone take care. So this time I just do my best, work hard and save money.

@ Nicky, very nice photo ว่ะ ตอนนี้ หัวหาง ม่ะรุล่ะ อนาคตบอกไม่ได้เล้ย

^^ Mayb can join Windy's meditation class to keep mind happy and calm! or maybe u knw meditation alrdy, try doing it for 10mins everyday and c how...

No wonder seldom see you online now. Take care hope all works out well