**** it i decided to stay home tonight, ive been awake for 36 hours so i shall continue the insomniathon tonite ...i know theres a crazy party beggin for my input but i just wanna be lazy and be alone! actually i was invited to have dinner with one of my friends families too but i cant be bothered to see her family rite now :S i just wanna keep drinkin and keep smokin on my own! ...i dunno wots wrong with me this week but people keep askin me "wots wrong?" thanks for your concern but the men in white coats have the matter in hand lol *hides from the world* fuckin shitty **** ...i even contemplated quitting tf today eeeek i was so close to clicking "I want to Delete My Profile from ThailandFriends" i think i'll stay for now :S ive been avoiding msn and people all week! so if my profile disappears u know wot happened :S ...seems party boy has become anti party boy! HELP HELP!!! u might see some of the dark stuff inside of me spewing out onto my journal this week :S sorry in advance! *descends*

"if u have a problem and no one else can help, and if u can find them, then maybe u can hire the A-Team"

haha nice one

Dont be lost baby! I thought ur TF addicted ..surprised to know u gonna leave TF Maybe just disappear for awhile and come back whenever u want.. I feel regret for ur lifetime membership... Can u tranfer to me, if u really wanna leave Maybe u caught the 'anti-social' syndrome from me. I caught the party syndrome from you... And I got this 'syndrome' syndrome...from Pam. Cheers up!

yeah well hmmm... shame u didnt catch the "party syndrome" while i was actually still there :S ...im happy enough anyway, just feel a little alienated at the moment, i like my f**ked up phases they make life wierder!

Hey, unless you're Sai Baba or an avatar-in-waiting, having stints where you want to chill out on your own is par for the course in my opinion. You might even decide to enjoy it. Take care, man! I h!!

i have those phases too... just dig the navel gazin' baby. if you party all the time then it's not a party, coz there's nothingg to contrast it with. it stops bein special.

better to turn off profile rather than delete, it gives u the option to come back and doesnt erase everything you ever wrote. i think your clashes with tardzit for example need to be preserved.

Ahhhhhhh Kip it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out what's wrong. I've been following your journals and there's one thing that seems to be conspicuously missing since your return from the Magic Kingdom. It's called FEMALE COMPANIONSHIP! Think about it! No checks, no balances, everything's gone down the toilet!

My fee is in the mail.

it actually started since u were in BKK... I might say the same why didnt u be anti party boy just a bit when u were here.. hehe oopz copy cat!!

eh im not gonna delete my profile, i had a change of heart

baby... hmmmmmmm no comment :S

*its just a phase, its just a phase, its just a phase, its just a phase*

Drink camomile tea! (my Mom says :-))

Agree with khun_lung, AND i'd add, if somehow helpful...

Title: From Leaving LOS To Coming Back

1-Cry in Don Muang & in plane

2-Home, agony of feeling life running away from blood a little more each day

3-Getting "use" to survive & wait

4-Some weeks before, know from the inside that you're going back there

5-Life rush into veins, be so excited, can't wait anymore, so happy, jump to the ceiling

6-Go to the airport

Now you seem to be in 2, don't take any decision now, you're just mad at everything. I really felt SO bad in 2, didn't think of my profil, just wanna die.

Easier for me: i'm in 4.

Good luck ... et courage!

yea u avoided me on msn all week ya evil bugger i nearly starved to death