2:04 am?.. Looks peacefully black outside. I really feel like going out for a walk and see what I might come across. Then I?d sit? drink ? and sigh?. Otherwise, sitting in here I?d probably want to smash this whole place down! (Which I know I can?t and maybe that?s why it?s frustrating!!)

Though I?ve been counting down for the holiday to be over?. I?m still generally not counting down for tomorrow morning to arrive just yet. It?s just gonna be another annoying morning where my first client is going to drain all the energy of my patience (which I already have very little) away ? and then comes the same old daily routines..

Went half way typing a journal about the three (boring) days holiday but seemed like it would just go on and on and never get done. DUH!! I?m too furious and sick and bored and SICK AND BORED of having to put in too much responsibility for the **** I had no participation in!

The only thing amusing at the moment is cuddling Christmas and hear her making the purring sound like a boiling kettle? Maybe I should just sleep and scream in my dream. ~Only if it would warp me somewhere else...

Ok?I?ll just drink and let the vodka decide.

Jepp could be a good solution Panyan but OoO need the kick for the mental stimulation too....now she is boring na? :-) After rain comes sunshine

damn.. I just back from somewhere around Sukhumwit.. I dunno this else I gonna come over to have some drinks with ya.. but now im home already........................... *sigh* sorry i dont know.. else we can walk outside in the dark together.

The grass always seems greener....doesn't it?

Stop being so damn positive about everything........is your glass always half full. LOL!

Head up......I know your really smiling on the inside.

Going to the gym sometimes can help

I see you're not online anymore, so the vodka hrlprd you. Hope you don't have a hangover with awful first client

hi babe hope you enjoy the vodka and your ***** ............ let ***** decide not vodka darl...lol

bobbyboy112003 > The grass always seems greener....doesn't it?

Yeah, I'd wish to have time to be bored, can't you give me some OoO? I'll give you all my runnings and sorrows (must hear the violins behind...) LOL

Peacefully black is beautiful........just make sure the vodka's clear.......

lol.... seems like my moring client is much well behaved than usual! lucky.

Tonight!! I'm gonna get SOOOO Trashed!!!!! get ready ppl!

~~~~ P H E W ~~~~

my client just walked to me and looked at the computer screen.... mannnnnnn..... hope he didnt see what i just wrote!!!!!

...anyways... do some of you really put your default pics up according to your comments? lol

... I'm already feeling good thinking about how drunk I'm gonna get later.... counting down tick tock tick tock tick tock.... F* it's only lunch time!! I'll just go grocery shopping (again) ... (already did that last night...) ...... ......... .....

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm beeter get my timing right, I'll either catch you too hell drunk...........or............ your going to smash me to bits!

**** I though sonkran finished but the hordes still surround my house, I know how yasser Arafat felt now! House arrest sucks!

NOT GOING OUT DEFINITELY!!! Tf party tomorrow, that's when!!

so far, in the house... i already got... a bottle of rum, a bottle of vodka, apple wine.... and well.. Rick's wine has got to go tonight since the bottom half of the knob... (whatever it's called)... just fell into the bottle - therefore - it will be dramatically unsafe to leave the bottle exposed to the air....

Spammmmmmmmy .... oopz I see our pic here.. wahaha I will survive and find the way to yaaaaaa ... Ask Sakty to take me out from my kingdom plzzz

Finally Im stuck here and u got hell drunk there.. Cheers Pam! im really sad to imagine that we can meet again after 2 weeks.. how sad.. dont miss me too much and i will try not to miss ya too much..

....and I'm read ing with one eye closed. . . . .. .

mmmmmmmm I guess I timed it a little wrong!