All,
After been a good girl and well behaved for sometime and also before taking off to Samui for the weekend and we will probably be hitting by the hurricane "Muifa" as Christgent's forum... will see if i bring that curse to Samui....lolz
Feel like going out tomorrow night (Thursday 25th) ... anyone wanna join? Maybe just chill at Tapas - Silom... or anyone wanna suggest any cool venue...... let me know.... in fact for more details better head to Jay... he is the big planner...
Also today i
When I feel down... i go shopping to ease my mind
When I am happy.... i go shopping for something nice
When I have stress.... i go shopping to relax
When I am sad.... i go shopping to release the pain
When I am mad.... i go shopping to cool down
Now I am broke....and bored.....It's time to go shopping.....
Nothing much, just feel like i should write something... it has been awhile...
Been busy the past couple weeks with work and stuff.... a bit bored too with my work..... hmm i wish i could be a full time house wife .. sigh :S well just want to experience it tho..... and to see how long i will last with that role..
The past weekend my HK friend came in town so we spent time together... She is my best friend for almost 10 years...this is the one who i mentioned in my previous jrl that has problem
I think this jrl says it all.. i am now happy cus i got my car back on Friday and i can depend on myself once again... the car looks new, smells new and rides like new...the noise i had before when speeding was gone...well was thinking to trade it for a new one.. now i might change my mind.. i think its like a "love & relationship" kinda thing when you get bored / tired of your parter for whatever reasons, you want to trade him/her for a newer model which has more functions and feathers.. so
Just want to take a break from my long and busy day. This thing crossed my mind. What else do we need in a relationship to work it through?
Love
Affection
Commitment
Communication
Compatability
Good timing
Interest
Lifestyle
Passion
Sex?
Time spent
Understanding
All are in alphabetical order... just what i can think about now. What if i want or have all and my relationship will work? What if some missing and the relationship wont work?
Just received BSC (Balanced Scorecard Objectives) from my boss... time for performance apparaisal again ( another year passing by so quickly, someone said time flies when you are happy but heyI am not that absulutely happy with work but time flies anyway...
Does BSC stand for Bull **** Obligation?
Once i read it, its all same old same old fakes and lies... and no matter what or how I will achieve this year, I must write something positive and seemingly proudly present my plan... Think... i ha
I dont know what mood am in today but not a pleasant one for sure, probably it was an anger, moody, ready to explode, frustrated, annoyance. What worse can it be? This is a shitty week for me... really.. Monday got annoyed with my boss, Tues. had a budget meeting which we all beated up with figure.. now its Wed.....
After Gin and I were stuck together for almost a month due to her car accident, now its my turn. Hit on someone's back this morning, it happened so fast, i thought he drove off whil
My Cyber...
Hear me out just one more time.....maybe its about time to post song, sorry P'Ling... something gotta be posted here...
This is the same singer with the song "I dont wanna know" Mario Winans, he has nice voice....his songs are pretty catching..
This song Never Really Was? .... Its harsh tho for accusing someone but I understand its just your mood....sometimes you didnt mean it to turn out this way..........I wish i could help but i cant say much. All i can say is ......
I AM
No more confusion
I am in good spirit now, feel happy.... Just realize life is great after i know what to do, after i have made a choice and chose to move on and not so worried about right or wrong decision. Whatever will be, will be...
How long do old memories last
Why can't I forget it
Why can't I admit it
There ain't no future in the past !!
My beloved Cyber...
Yeahhhh everyone knows its Mother Day yesterday and we had day off...
It was one of a great day in my life that i could spent time with my family and grandmom and all the cousins... my mom went to visit grandmom then Gin and me went with her... it was kinda family gathering, of course there was many kinds of food and drinks. Everyone brought one food to share.... so i stuffed myself all day long...
I have been bad with them lately, came home late, never stayed for dinner
After down for couple hours yesterday, i think i am back alive and lively now... thanks guys for your concern and some msgs cheering me up and hbkbkk's caricature, as said in my post i look better in it... eieieie.. This is a side note for J. that i think my jrl inspired him to become more intellectual ....
Went away to Shanghai the past weekend, it was ok tho, not much to see there.... i guess that's cos my last 3 trips were in the chinese zone. Shanghai is a big business city, only see the hi
My beloved cyber
Is there at times when you dont know what to do with your life?
You dont know where to head... you dont know what is the right decision to make....
You cant go back but again you cant go on....
You want to follow your head which is more logical but your heart is yearning for something else
As for being a free spirit person like me i hate this feeling..
Dear Cyber...
I hate Monday, especially after out partying, drinking, dancing and too much fun over the weekend. It wrecked me really, for the past 3 days only had couple hours sleep.... never thought i would last this long...so once again i lived up with Berocca and load of vitamins....
Good to meet the crowds.. indman, artfuldaze, kikki + robert, janny, rosy2u2, anny, starlight, richard-carl and his lovely wife, ris, beetiful, 2unique....by the way i have lil confession to make here... on S
It sucks... i could not walk properly for 3 days now... peeps who saw me in the malls accompanying my 4 GF's from HK would have thought i must have had a rough nights... lol
The tattoo guy said dont be such a "Big Baby" .... when he heard me whined and saw me sweat...
Did i make a bad choice at my hip bone? hell whats done is done... hopefully it will peel soon and looks bright and nice.... but no no... i wont update my profile just for that tattoo...
Till later...
Staying home watching "Extreme Make Over" was what i did the past weekend....
It was fun and i was happy for what those ppl achieved at last.... its all to do with being happy and have self-esteem.... also at the end it adds a self-confidence...Most ppl are concerned about how they look ... if correcting the flaws makes them happy then go for it.......
Had dinner with some old friends on Sat. It was very nice, good foods.. stuff myself....nice place by Chaopraya River.......and great accompa
My beloved cyber....
As from AF last jrl ........ she said she doenst like herself anymore.....(but i still like you na.....)
"Love and relationship do to common ppl ....... become dependent and sucky..." (hell i dont know abt. sucky) but dependent plays big role already........
I hate when i feel emotionally attached to someone... i lost track that way.. and its so frustrated....anyway this is another issue to talk about...
Today am talking about friendship ....i have true feeling for someo
Berocca is my elixir of life for my Friday.............
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i need more hours of sleep..... i promise to myself.. no more night out during the weekday... or if i do that.. i will make sure will go home before midnight....
Few days in Hua Hin helped me to clear my mind and gave me sometime to figure things out... and i can see that my chronic headache has gone....
...think its nice that we should have some down time once in awhile .....just doing nothing... sleep early, eat, massage, read and swim... those couple days were on my side as they were sunny days... so i got more tan on my skin.... and that was what i was looking for.....
Hua Hin is now developed... all the wooden commercial buildings that i once saw
My beloved cyber?
One day someone sent me this..... to me its interesting ... cos there are times that we ask back and forth of what we are actually looking for in the other person we are interested ... i think it applies to some guys as well.. ...alas maybe this is the answer why am still single these days.. hehehe....anyway its just something to think about?. and hey? let me tell you one thing.. this is not a discrimination to anyone, in anyway and in any matter?.
It even got me thinking mor
Porn Model!!
Well am not sure if this should be sth am proud of....
Lately i got some msgs asking if am interested to be a model for the adult site/porn movie/adult movie....
Some i just ignored cus i didnt know what to say... so silence should be the best way to deal with this... the guy was just saying a straignt forward statement.. nothing wrong with him being direct to the point... yeh yeh and besides he was polite in his msg... so i gave that a pass........
There was one that i replied.
Yahoo sucks today...!!
To all ppl who said hi to me today... it doesnt mean that i ignored you guys... i did respond but it didnt seem that you get it....
Sorry for that.. i will try to have it fixed soon.....
Hmm i am wondering...
should i get LASIX done?
I am very lil nearsighted and also very lil astigmatism (first time i write this word in english... it sounds like asthma.. hahaha...)... but i am so bored with this eyeglasses...and i look like auntie wearing them....especially at night when driving .. all those lights... ohh noo.. i used to wear lens but worn it too many years and the doctor said i got allergic with most of the lens now...
and the most important thing is that i cant view any
Is there any reason for this?
You like someone....interested in him but you know with all your heart that you cant trust him .... some reason that you cant explain...
and
You don?t like someone so much but you know that you can trust him with all your heart...
Happy Birthday to TC one of my best friends in TF ... a very first person i know here...and we have become very good friends..
Today he turns 37 years old (sorry i disclose this.. hehehe) and wish him a very very happy birthday and all the best ...
His 2 angels will be arriving in few daysss hopefully he gets all the gifts in sounds condition...
Big hugsss....
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