well the last 2 weeks have been pretty shitty for me... im not feeling so great, actually im feeling very depressed and stressed (this happens to me sometimes) ...good things happen, bad things happen, such is life! so yeah my life sucks at the moment

i just realised i havent had a drink since sunday so thats probably why im feeling crazy

good news...

finally i got my ex ex ex gf's name off my house deeds (its taken 3 years of fuckin about)

work will allow me to work from home if i can prove its practical

i got a pay rise

i got a new cell phone

bad news...

im sick, i feel like a dog egg *sneeze*

work wont allow me to have my internet access back in my office

work wont allow me to have a company car

i got a gas bill for £800! (somehow i havent payed a bill for 2 years) wanker gas suppliers!

i dont think i will have enough money to come back to thailand in august like i planned my finances are so f**ked up!

i got caught on a speed camera yesterday (for those who dont know, in the uk there are cameras beside the road that take your picture if u are driving too fast!) u get a fine and points on ya driving license if u get caught! i already got 11 points and your only allowed 12 so im gonna lose my driving license ...my fault i know

i miss someone

i cant be fuckin arsed with tf at the moment, im sick of hearing people make up bullshit about each other! so im leaving again for a while! time to concentrate on the real world for a week or two *_*

**dont worry craz i will leave my profile visible so u can do your job **

ok im gonna have a drink(s) now and a damn good smoke! see if that can blur reality enough for me to forget about the **** ...either that or im gonna cry!

~~~PEACE OUT~~~

Enjoy your time out Kip, and I hope your bad luck turns around soon

**** happens Kip! But don't forget us :-)

oh kippered one, a word of advice...

if drinking and drugs fail to bring you the peace that you need... drink more, take more drugs.

but you already knew that.

take care man

I know that too, the 2 legs in a black **** hole... but there's light on the other side: don't forget us (we're not all "people make up bullshit about each other"!)

I'm broke too but I WILL go to Thailand in July, at any cost: borrow, credit card, whatever.

Too many people are waiting for you.

Dude, your life sucks right now. My advice is to drink heavily. Go to Thailand in September instead and I will buy you a frigging drink.

Cheer up! Everything got good and bad.

Chinese Poem say : 3 bad 6 Good.

It mean when a bad thing come u will have 2good things come ... Dun worry be Happy

Good luck kip...

thats life,

after this everything will be better

take care yourself is the best

What goes up must come down!

Hope it gets better.

Take some Ex-Lax and you'll feel better. Don't stay away too long!

thanks people ...its a new day and i feel a bit better

just thought id stop by and see wot u lot had to say

now i really am leaving,

bye bye

*cheers up the vampire* dont depress that long, dont leave us too long, u aint active much in TF.. atleast Im not hear from u (journal) everyday like before. Yeah no drink since sunday can make u go crazy.. oh i didnt drink since Saturday either.. wow.. we need party!! *gets vodka orange juice and coke* Cheers!

hehe u reminded me about Johnny English film.. did u posed cheeky or naughty when they caught ya? oopz haha i misread when u said ur finances... i read like "fiance" LOL

Cheers!!!