I'll tell u what's worse than those who send msgs to random strangers saying, " HEY>>> i just voted for u...vote me back" etc etc....
worse would be... those who send msgs out to even *more* of a random strangers just to climb the top 50...40...30 ///whatever...
and the msg says ,
" (XXX) says:
Hey, Congratulation for being in the top ranks finally:) It's about time:) ... I just voted for you too! Please only vote me back if you like my profile:) na ja... (XXX)
~ anybody famili
??Shoot? I forgot to tell u that u can view my birthday party pix at the member?s photo gallery? It was too much from Rick?s camera and I was too lazy to post them? So Thanx Admin for doing the work ;-))
http://www.thailandfriends.com/modules/gallery2/main.php?g2_view=core:ShowItem&g2_itemId=919
Meanwhile, I?ve been wondering hard about this:
According to Rick?s journal ?Queen of Hellz Party Notez? written on June 11th, paragraph 4, sentence 2 & 3, which said;
?will have 2 saniti
It seems pretty obvious that my life doesn?t love me as much as I hate it. ?..Kidding!! How could I hate my life when I got a cupboard full of booze waiting impatiently to be dissolved into the flowing streams of vodka? inside my body that?s being cleansed nightly with purified 40% alcohol!!
I?m here to fulfill a graceful mission of abnormality. Soon I?ll be the only person whose blood bleed in clear. My body will be buried under a potato field? somewhere?. As my corpse eternally fertilize the
After 5 minutes of brain works? The conclusion came to: Food before Booze is definitely a must NOT do activity. So I decided to not go to Fuji but to catch up with the Prince of Darkness at Speed during Thainympth?s birthday party instead.
Seemed like the Prince of Darkness failed to recognize his own boss! (ME) ? Duh? I?m gonna have to temporarily dismiss him from the Kingdom of Hell for a little while. Perhaps, 15 days as a SpaceCake might revamp the state of mind?
Now now? Not that I had
Damn!
I had my birthday party on the 10th and writing a journal on the 12th ? while my bd was on the 11th! I was gonna write one (journal) on the 11th (just for the record)?. *BUT* ? I?ve been too lazy (and hung over) in the morning, busy (*working*) in the afternoon?. Resizing the party pics after work?. Tried to nap at 10:00pm in order to wake up at midnight. Asked three people to call me at midnight and they all kindly did? BUT?. I didn?t fall asleep ?cos I couldn?t!!!!!!! And then I fell as
OooOOooh....Firstly, Thank you *WiCKeDBiRD* for sending *LaLa* the most G O R G E O U S flowers! Turned my little frown up side down, hee hee! thank you thank you thank you **
(they look much better in real actually)
Yesterday.... Wednesday... My day off from work... but i didn't go to mom's. In fact, i was sitting here doing absolutely nothing. Then out of plain boredom, I clicked to msn astrology.com and look what it said!
Wednesday 8th June
It may be hard for you to sit back and ju
...life is **** and then we die...
I'll arrive my b'day party at 9:00 pm
and get trashed from then.... those who signed up and dont turn up...
I'll kill you!
****! ****! ****! This is a real fuking curse! First I finished typing all the details? Then the page f* up and erased all my babble.
Then ? wrote again?. 80% done? and the electricity went off (for 2 seconds)? which this kind of thing barely ever happen ?.. Bloody hell! I?m cursed!!! OK? Microsoft word? my only savior!
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Ok? Lemme start again from beginning?
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First of all, Thank
Ahhhh ~ J O Y! I finished writing a journal... clicked ADD and then the page f* up... Erased all my babble....
Ok folks.... Due to the nightly rain... I wonder if the pool party is gonna be too dampy... It won't start till 10:00 pm anyway...So the beneficial part is it may not be so hot and sticky...
I can't remember what my journal was about anymore! oh well... short memory span..........hmmmm .......Talking about memory span... Here's what i got from my client today::
Client: Hello Santa!
Hey people? It?s raining again? It looks midnight at my place. Kinda good actually? Feel like snuggling myself in a lil corner? But most little corners sucks? No music instrument? no computer? no music device. So I guess I still have locate me at the same old spot?which is here?
MY head is a big fuzz today. Too much thoughts they all crash into each other and then scatter all over the place. Not much motivation to do much? weird... it flies off your core just like that?!
I?ve lost me decades
Here's what i (occasionally) wish hard for my shitty life....
...That a doctor would detect me with some liver or lungs or heart
(incurable) disease and tell me that i only have like....2-3 more years to live...
So i can use up half of my savings to travel to a few countries...The last place i want it to be a desert somewhere. (I wanted this since i was about 17 years old...) I'm gonna keep writing a diary until my body dehydrates and die... Then someone will find my diary in the sand and m
Pam is the most sucky name on the planet! In the universe!! Of the galaxy!!
My client, Barbara... said (about 30 years ago) she wanted to name her daughter 'Lala', but ppl said it sounded a lil cabaret-like. BUT I LIKE IT!! No, I mean? I LOVE it!
So I figured? I?m gonna steal it? I mean? ok? She?s gonna give it to me anyway? Since she?s not gonna have anymore daughters? I could keep it for my daughter?but I?m not gonna have one either. Or I could name that to my new cat? But not that I?m go
When I'm in the crowds
I'll be the silence
And I am invisible
In people's mind
And when I am locked in
I'll be opened
When I feel like crying
My tears are dry...
... **** You! it's MY JOURNAL! I'm allowed to rhyme it!!!
*~sigh~* (again)
I'm hungry...
...and bored....
....And hunger is making me sad
...I'm too lazy to go out find food (don't even think cooking it)
Everything in my fridge is frozen... And frozen food is a misery...
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This happened ? about 15 minutes ago and it came from a client who comes to my salon about 3-4 times a year and barely EVER had a conversation with me?
Client: So you go to bed much?
Pam: ((THINKING: Since I look like **** (after giving the spots on my
forehead a real sabotage once again)..I wasn?t sure if he meant bed = bed or bed = Bed))
Pam: ?U mean? the club??
Client: Yeah? I ran into you once? If you remember?
Pam: Oh my gosh!?! Did I see you?
Client: Yeah! I went over and said you
Just got back from dinner with Bam at (...once again?) Zurich. Great food, great place, great music! ? IT?s a real CRIME to not try to make 101 excuses to throw a party there!! (Still scheming?)
So Bam has contributed 1,000 baht for my birthday party! Said, since there will be plenty of booze I should start worrying about mixers now! Yeah~! I almost forgot about that! (See, normally all I need is lime?) See what a good ***** i got?!? Maybe I should consider going back to (be one of the stocks
Ok.... whoever wanna party with Zeus' & Yellowsub & me ... just keep tracking Yellowsub's journal to check out details, k?
(Sorry - Subby, I'm too lazy to type out details.... so u can do that....)
.....Asleep on the floor again last night, but my brainwave must have gotten sent through to Winny (for some freaky reason?) she called late late late at night (I think) ((which was unusual)) saying something like?. ??.****! I can?t remember what she said! ~ I?ve been meaning to ring her up
i got loads of things babbling inside my head thru the whole damn day..... Got loads of things to write too but not enough concentration.... but LOOK what i got....
*sonic acid rock music composer!!!* ...... i used the trial version of Acid Pro before.... GREAT stuff (cakewalk = too complicated....)
great part is that - this maybe an older version... but it's (atleast) original! (not copied!) whoa... can't wait to try it out!
i also bought the copied cds of 'fruityloops' and 'band in a bo
powerpuff girls (sold mine to rebecca and I'll get a new onw with oiy tomorrow!)
is the EaRth Starting to Rotate the Right way???
birthday boy...
personal secretary.... (holding the tele' while i chat with katy... and it took me tooo long b fore i realize she's been holding the phone 4 me!!!!!)
a ***** can cook...yeah! (just marinate it with everything u got in the kitchen.... ) .....spare ribs i slashed off some random geek...under 0.5% soberness....
result of grabbing a shot gla
I've added most of you who commented in Skaty's last journal into her friends list. Whoever I'm missing out or wanna be on her list. Put yourself in this journal NOW!
*PS: I pierced my nose again last night, hehehe*
My mom saw my pierce and said I looked like some sorta problem child...
She goes,
?If you really feel the need of getting needle pierced into your skin.... why don?t u just go get some vaccine injections... do your body some good??
?(Not that she knows yet about my drinking ability?) BUT? she didn?t really look (like she got)mad? I think she kinda realized it?s too late to tame my stubbornness?.
YET?? half hour ago I was complaining?.
I hate this ****!!
Mood confusion!!
I?m bored bu
I'm suppose to start working at 10 am...but...
About 11 am the landlord?s messenger boy came to drop off the receipt? All I remember is some male voice echoing, ?Excuse me?.. hello??.Misssss.... P?Krupppp!!!!?? And me, lying on the floor next to my computer with a towel around my body (instead of a blanket). Lifted my head up and said, Urrrrrmmm?(zZzz) Just put it on that table (ZzzZ)? And then I crawled into another room to sleep some more.
12:20 my staff woke me up saying I got a client at
... When God took his nap too long...
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Woke up by Christmaz wrapping her legs around my feet, kicking. Found myself sleeping in the toilet of my own home? With a pillow underneath my head! Walked out and then I saw the top layer of my top on the couch ? soaked wet. And the door being locked with this??
( i think Rebecca did it) ((??))
Why O Why??? I can?t REMEMBER a THING!?!?!?! Ok, to start to recall..... Taxi ride home was a dream pure dream! ~ But I remember coming up with Rebecca and her friend (can?t remember name)? And tha