Oh my goddess... I told everyone that I would sing on stage at Esplanade Rattanatibate this Saturday, it would be my very public first stage show... but now I had to cancel it.

Kru Ped, Moncheep, the founder, and voice trainer of the voice training studio invited us to join the stage this Saturday, he said it would prove ourselves what we feel, what abilities we have on the stage...

He asked us to have our lil own show on the stage (circle) once and gave comments. He said I was ok but I need to put more power in my voice... put lil more confidence....

At first, I was fine, I thought it was ok to go to bigger stage at Esplanade, but yesterday I felt really down, I had no time to practice cuz of my best friend's wedding, I had to help him do some photos and other stuff. Plus I said I would be a singer for his wedding.

For his wedding that's fine, only friends will be there... I know I will have friendly eyes look at me. But on that stage I have no idea...hrrrrrrr.

A friend of mine said "Come on, you do the radio show, it's live talk show"

How can I explain it's totally difference, that talk show, I don't see any audience, I talk to my friend (my partner) and microphone... but this I will see everyone. Plus I don't know what's song to sing... I totally has no confidence.

Imagine everyone in the audience to be naked. It worked so well for me that I now do it almost 24 hours day.

Imagine everyone in the audience to be naked. It worked so well for me that I now do it almost 24 hours day.

No wonder you were so pleased to see me last time.

Concentrate on just one member of the audience and sing to them ja. Try to ignore everyone else.

I could come and heckle you if it'd help.

Thks Rob for suggestion, but naked? will I get horny? haha

Thks PiAnt, it might be great if someone i know be there... but i have to reconsider...

Create an event, then there will be a few people there who you know for moral support.

Teddy, you mean TF event?

You can't miss this thing. It is important to your development. Piant suggestion is very good.

I just learn violin in an adult group (10 persons).

Each of us invite our own public (family, friends, colleagues)

And the hall was filled up with hundred people.

It is really harder singing for your friends than it is strangers. Strangers you will never see again so it doesn't matter. Friends you will see.

A friend of mine used to wear sunglasses on stage when she performed. It didn't let people know she had her eyes closed.

Teddy, you mean TF event?

Yea a TF event, you never know a few friendly faces might turn up and make you feel a bit more at ease.

I hope you can do it success ,try to breathe in and breathe out deeply before you on the state and concentrate in what you are going to do.I hope you will have a great and confidence day.

OK I still have 2 nights left to find a song... and gain up my confidence... searching songs list in my head now... my classmates force me to go there and get on the stage.

I'd sing the same thing you did for the wedding, and keep the tattoos to go with it....hehehe. Beach wear, and sunglasses.