space!

quiting smoking is tough but i'm still keep going.

i woke up feeling hungry, so i am baking choco devil cake, but i messed up all the recipe so we'll see how it turns out (in the oven now).

and..ha ha!!!...after feeling sick, weird and stupid for a while...i now realized the cause of these stupid feeling. it is the return of the pot.

well..i wouldnt say that i am a pot smoker, i smoke pot every once in a while...let say....once a year or even less...but lately i sort smoke them every weekend... :?

the short run effects are great!..it makes me feel like i'm in a slow-motion mode...everythign even myself move slowly, everything seems to be rhythmic. i feel relax, fun, and it put me to sleep so well.

however, my DNA doesnt seem to agree with me using this side kick. coz the long-run effects i've been encountering is mood swing, depression and sadness. i found myself wanderring around some stupid sh*t. i allow the ghost in the past to haunt me while i completely understand that it is useless to think about anything that is not fixable...but i just couldnt stop myself thinking, being upset, being mad, and sad about it.

at the end of the day, i realize that if i keep going on like this...not only it's going to make me physically look old (smoking pot drastically damage my skin!), it will also screw up my present life!

i shall quit.

Fine but you are not a pot smoker now? "well..i wouldnt say that i am a pot smoker, i smoke pot every once in a while..." so what is a pot smoker then? Hope you can quit I dont know about this effect but surely its better to be healty and not smoke anything - in the long run you will feel better. The stupid coffey guys comment to be used with the devil cakes :-)

brava! fight the good fight.

you are blursed jane... pot doesnt do ANYTHING to me... except make me cough.. only time i got a real buzz on was in amsterdam when i ate an entire 5-guilder bag...

quitting is a good idea, esp since smoking ANYTHING is bad for your skin.

the secret of how, at 2693 years old, i stay beauteous... hmmmm.. no sleep, too much stress, drink too much and... DONT SMOKE. ANYTHING. EVER.

as for my $6-a-day caffeine habit... i can quit at any time... come on mr coffee man you know i'm good for the money... just a little somn' somn' for today..

Jane jaaa... you are doing the great thing for your life now... I wish this process will success soon... I'll be your willpower... ^*.*^ ... Cheers!!!

i forgot to mention that not every drug is a bad drug...

altho i wouldnt consider pot as a kind of drug coz it doesnt cause physical addiction.

if we use drugs for curing teh disease, for extending our life-time or for helping animals perform more functional activities...then drugs are used in good way 9good for human's judgement).

in the long-run...the uses of drugs in that way might not be good, as it twists all natural cycle. but humans are very exploitive which means that's also a nature of human to make use of whatever available...so maybe this is all the way of nature...

i might have lost u already, at this point...buut that's ok..i know what im saying..

in conclusion...not all drugs are bad and using drugs doesnt completely mean that it's not our nature.

dr zeus...it didnt do anythiung to me initially, but once my body got used to it...it certainly does

and amsterdam pot....5-guilder bag? '

p'sunee jaaaaaaaaaaaaa...i'll be fine ja...thnk you kna ka

tallboy...i dedicated my previous comment for you

im a bad kid

Hahaha! I agree Zeus...pot does nothing for me....well, except for making me so hungry i could eat a whole supermarket.

Ahhhhh...coffee, lets not go there! hehehe! That and sex are my only real vices these days, and I aint giving them up.

Good Luck Atomic, sounds like you got a handle on it...cigs will do the same to your face and skin as pot.....Love your description of being high on pot, too funny.

i know how u feel ...i cut down recently ...i only smoke 1 joint a day now lol *tokes*

IF its not working for you its good to stop. I always found pot makes me think about things that are bothering me kind of like a truth serum for the mind. Not addictive but is habit forming, good luck to ya !!

Ok........-

There are no bad kids in the world sweetheart. But sometimes in your lifecycle we have to choose between like atomic power or flower power being at different crossroads and evaluate everything that is between your existential judgment of necessary human needs. Its always a question of yes or no to take small steps forward and to manage the right path forward but its always difficult to execute that. I think you can do it if you want really!

I don?t need pot because my body brain have never asked me to buy :-) and Its what you do that counts not what you say! Good luck and think of your skin! That?s important for girls! :-)

the patch burned my skin

im very ok with cigs now...i guess i'll be completely smoking free very soon

thank you!

Jane...if u really want it to quit smokin'...just do it....its all in ya mind.

We all know ur mind is out of this world.

Cocaine on the other hand...u mind is wasted!

siggaweed for medicinal purposes... works for me.

oh..btw...please don't try to make spacecake.

hope u get well soon ...

sabaisabai...i've never used cocaine

i was just teasing you!

hahahhaaaaa

ERRATUM: umm... i checked my diary... it was actually a TEN guilder bag... i'm a baaaaaaaaaaaaaad boy.

back in the day in north carolina i used to hang out with underground cartoonists and ppl in bands. there was a band, 'zen frisbee' informally known as 'the martian weed posse' and they grew some amazing pot.. and were stoned 24/7/365... i smoked a lot over months and months and it still didnt affect me much...

SLURMS: think positive, the pixies song this *should* remind u of is "where is my mind."

UAREWOTUEAT: yoou're not just rolling the same amount of weed into a bigger joint are you?

lol!

Give up the weed! Then when you get to be my age start again cuz you won't give a crap about what it does to your skin! hahahaha

QUIT IT ALL!!!

:S

drink a glass of red wine.

ok mama and papa!

duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

u guys just dunno how to enjoy exculsive life, i must say!