It was horrible time of me but lucky I found out what make acute feeling, and I so disappointed of my weakness that cause me suffered since I kept told me it won?t happen but it come without noticed. Yesterday morning when I woke up I realized that Mr. Grizzly must?ve left Thailand the other night or this morning but not sure so I call his gf, and she said he left the other night and told me not to worry I can water the plants in the evening. At 8 AM I was practicing strum my guitar as usual but this time I set camera on, see how well I play. Didn?t realized camera missed its focal spot, funny that part I don?t want explosed its there but this is my first vdo that I taken so I post it on youtube.com

(I don?t want to show here coz it?s very very rude but I sent to some friends here hehe)

At lunch I have Fuji and went to watering the plants at Mr. Grizzly?s condo. Mr. Grizzly left his note and some money for bill and cleaning. After watering plants I went down to 4 floor walking to building A to pay for his bill. There?s swimming pool joining between building A & B, I look around its so quiet and peaceful environment. There?s a foreigner lying on a couch reading. And I thought this pool is going to be mine on Songkran festival. I look at fitness room there?s a woman cycling in there. This fitness is going to be mine too, and those saunas are going to be mine. Imagining me alone in this building while people leaving BKK, god it?s extremely happy. There will be a mermaid jump up high & dip head down in the pool with small trees along the pool line and gym and saunas. (Oh, I forgot to pee on those areas, to mark my territory)

Then I head to my apartment to get dress for colleague wedding party in the evening. I put make up on my face, god I don?t like make coz sleepless last night but I closed my eyes and put it on anyway. At 5 PM I left office to wedding party with a colleague but all roads is busy and hard raining so I left my friend and head to the Emporium coz so hungry. When I was at Asok BTS I saw an old foreigner look familiar to me I?m sure I must?ve seen him somewhere. I keep staring at him until he get closer, then I realized he is the actor on pornhub.com that my cousin show me on her laptop the other night. I?m shocked why this famous guy in porno is walking in this area? Later I put BTS card in a slot to get through and I was crushed at my thigh and hip, I cry with pain. This is not first time that I hurt by this thing, wonder why I never learnt.

On BTS I?m not so confident due to my make up and I notice some girls and guys look at me strangely. That makes me think that I must look as if a thirsty vampire hasn?t drink blood for 2-3 weeks. I avoiding eyes contact there but I did have eyes contact with a young foreigner guy. He is gorgeous, lean & tall, and more over he is smiling to me I was awkward but a bit smile and I stare at my feet coz not sure how I look. Then he got off at Thonglor station, I was sad that he leave so soon.

Arriving at Prakanong there were people clusters almost everywhere. Thought they make TV commercial shooting somewhere here, then I heard voices of shouting and yelling so I walk along pavement and I saw ppl in red shirts everywhere. I heard some ppl cursing why they are blocking this area since it always congestion already why they want to make it worse. I was angry when I saw that, now I know why I can?t attend my friend wedding. And those on lookers even worse, I can?t even walk coz these ppl. I thought does anyone realized I?m in a hurry move my stuffs to live in condo for 3 weeks and why they ruin my day by blocking my pathway. Prakanong area is not the place to protest?..think of how people here they suffer; well I?m just full of thought sometime. This morning I walked to work and I?m sure this evening I got to walk as well.

Happy Songkran days

The guy u met on BTS is MINE. He was in a hurry back home for dinner with me

where is mylink to rude video?? you already sent me naughty pics so...

: )

Prakanong it's the way go PM's house ...

Absentee : u mean the guy who is the actor? :D congrats hehe

Iain D: ok i send you and do not say that i be rude too you. here come rude vdo for u darling

Milk : I know u are Mark's fan

CCC...she looks she is nice and fine woman...dont look actor, act it!*and...dont forget to pee next time!

and who to blame for this messes? Hope the best for tomorrow ! it's Friday and take a little walk home ,you might find another prince charming walking toward the same direction and accompany you home

She's back nice to read your journal again... I like eyes contacts part.

cheer up !!!

maybe you need spa or go to swimming pool i prefer a beach... maybe we can go together NAKA

Hehe...a good journal and interesting to read. Good luck finding the "prince charming" you saw...travel the same way at the same time...but don't get caught stalking na! I am sure if you mark your territory, you will have a great Songkran enjoying the new condo...but maybe you better do that at night...hehe...

hmmmm and porn in Thai is "luck" right? ;-))