I wanted to thanks friends Damnam1, lovely cousin, bondjames, Aomlovely Admin & Ked, Liu & her friend, Kennyke, AminBKK, Pumpkin, 3lek, Eel, polarbear & Mark, also Dada, and Harold, sorry for calling you Carrot and  Harrot….my bad!!!(I got eyes and ears problem these days) who join us at the bachelor party night. Sorry if I left out anyone’s name I tried to remember as much as I can but I can’t be young anymore..

Also thanks to Jibby who I thought she couldn’t make it because she said she was attending her friend’s wedding that night but she shown up about 10 pm with a huge bouquet. At first I thought she bought it for me but she told me she snatched it from girls who messing for the bouquet themselves after the bride thrown out to a crowded... Jib was quicker and more powerful….. Lucky her!!!

Special thanks to P’ Dave, English_Bob for his generosity & kindness to let us hold party at his restaurant. And to my lovely & sexy friends Browneyesgirl and Signmaple who made this happen and create fun games also, without you two there would not be this party. Lastly special thanks to P’ Anny (Queen) who sang us with her high pitch voice and her powerful voice silent crowded of conversations instantly. I was clapping my hands in admiration & enjoying while she was singing and I saw Admin smile while his lips shut in amazement and his eyes also smiling too. My cousin told me that Mr. 3lek crushed his drinking glass and almost breaks it because he thought it was a fire alarming sound which he was ready to run & jump and keep saying, what happen!!! What happen!!! Until he realized it was a human sound then he relaxed and sang along. You are ROCK P’Anny….. I can’t wait to see you in concert already!!!

To my surprise there were males joining more than girls so we waited until more girls come and in under limited time we played only one. It was fun night to me to meet you all and much happy that everyone who join us are so simple and friendly which relaxing me a lot. And sorry I couldn’t join a dance at climax due to my illness sore eye, headache and high temperature.

15.11.10. I received pm from a gentleman said he will sing me “Love Changes Everything” and he tell me to youtube if I don’t know this song. Once I saw this song I was touching in tears.

Personally, I like this gentleman I meet him some event on occasions and I think he has expressive eyes. Sometime I tell my cousin about him how gentleman and romantic man he looks like, and underneath his strong physical seem like sensitive, kindness hidden. One of my friends told me once that “If she single she will woo him for sure”. He’s born under the same star sign as my bf, that’s one thing I know about him, I always adore & admire him. So, I’d like to thanks P’Mark-Sathorn in advance as well.

At that evening my brother paid me a visit he told me that he was invited to join a wedding party holding at a club somewhere. His gf  was just finish work, she’s the owner of beauty parlor.  She asked my bro if her dress is ok because she only had short & top tank on. My brother wore a pair of jeans and long sleeves t shirt with his cap on his head they took a taxi to the party. Once they arrived he make a phone call to make sure that he’s not come to wrong place due to everyone there at the party wore tux & ties and those girls were in night gowns dress. The guy who’s on end call confirmed that he come to the right place. when they enter inside he was clawing walked 4 legs because everyone turn their direction to him & his gf and some asked that who’s invite you? Which side of your relative, groom or bride? Once he got out side his gf was nagging him nonstop until they get home because embarrassed and completely lost faces. I always thought he is more socializing than me but how come he did such thing. However, I told him that “you can wear anything comforted you to my party and also your friends. And he said “I know, I know”.

Lastly, I wanted to admit something I’ve done over a year ago that I have showered a man mentally by writing journals of how I am feeling and what I feel about him, even our time together was in short period but to do so is to keep our heart closed.  I have opened my heart in every possible way I could with all my sincerity & loving to win him and it worth at the end of result, of course without his love what I’ve done under my power would be worthless and disastrous. When we first met he kept saying that I was innocent, which embarrassed me because I was not young at all but I take that as a compliment. And now he always say “you are crazy”. He once said “you are easy to read and not hard to handle” though I’m not exactly sure what he means but presumed it must be something positive. Sometimes I abit flirt but I always tell him “I’m sorry I did flirt again last night……., maybe I should not go next event” and he would say “No, don’t.  You’re go out have fun with friends, I trust you”. I love him with all my heart but to think of commitment it’s really creepy because I want to spend and have intimate time with him & learning more before………. Same as other couples in general do but it’s difficult because we are living faraway so ……. It seems like yesterday that he was a man I kiss…… I’ve invested mentally and now is it the time to reap?

I’m off to the air port now and may not be able to active on TF as usual fore awhile…

Hope all TFers have a wonderful winter in this time of year. Cheers!!!

"15.11.10. I received pm from a gentleman said he will sing me “Love Changes Everything†and he tell me to youtube if I don’t know this song. Once I saw this song I was touching in tears.

This song is sung by Michael Ball.... I used to date his sister - Katherine. I stayed in their mansion over Christmas once. He made me a hot toddy for my 'flu.

I still stay in touch with his sister Kat (in fact, I posted her picture in TF a few weeks ago). I contact her every year on her birthday, which is in two days' time.

Lots of fun at the party, Soda. Good journal again.

AND cheers to you Soda!

and cheering you (both)

keep your heart always open and you will nearly always be well served...

do not disappear...your crazyness keeps some of us sane & you are loved from behind the glass monitor

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This is the first journal of you that i read all finish . My fantastic girl!! From now on it's time for your new life , all is done on your way girl. I will give you big hug and kiss on your wedding, See ya girl.

Hi Soda,

have a good time wherever you may be. It is about time to reap the harvest you have sown. You might be taken on real world but you are not in outer space..keep up the contact here.

All the best wishes

Ray

PS. How was the chilli chocolate ?

You've done so well indeed my dear, your writing expression as a woman inlove has captured everyone hearts so how can Mr. Kiwi deny that ) ,I'm so happy for you and congratulation once again...see you two on 27 !

I hope you find the happiness you seek and so richly deserve.

Soda, you are an amazing person. I apologize for not being able to make it to the event. I will make it up to you by playing cello at your big day. Good luck and I'll see you soon!

I thought it was sponsored by Durex???

congratulations soda.

Oh! Sorry for my late, sis.

Congratulations ja!!!! ^^~

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