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On 17.04.09 I received message said ?would u like to meet for a coffee or something in this evening?? I reply ?where?? but didn?t think he serious to meet. In the evening I went to Carrefour bought a smoke salmon & grape. And about to take the bus home my phone is ringing; the caller asks if I?m still on schedule. I?m at a loss; I said ?ok I?ll will meet u in half an hour?.

I got lost coz where he lives is not familiar place. He did call again because he thinks I may get lost and I did. I ask people where is soi 16 he said it?s about 200-300 meters from main road. Heat makes me smelly like a smelly cat. Thinking why I?m here? I was angry at myself for not asking his pic before meet and the reason I correspondent is his id profile is same as a member, which I thought I always talked to most of time but him.

I saw an old foreigner walking to me I thought ?oh no, this guy must not be him? I?m freaky while waiting for him. He showing up in the path way and waving hand, ?Oh that is him?. We shook hand and have dinner at Italian restaurant. I felt less tension when I knew he is the youngest child in his family, which really comforted me alot. I don?t know why, but probably I grew up with my youngest brother, and thought that I can handle him if he can handle me ..

Me: I?m sorry, when u call me, and I asked if u are from Netherland or u are a dutch

Mr. Kiwi: never mind

Me: I mixed up because I thought you are that guy. I checked again, both you and him are not from Netherland. and I thought you would never meet me in real. U know why I meet you because you?re not email me say ?I?m sick and tired of playing games, and I?m looking for serious relationship?. If u dare to say so I?m afraid you will ask me to marry online.

Mr. Kiwi: and get divorce online too.

Me: I did test you abit by sending my rude vdo but no reaction from u. that is really curious me.

Mr. Kiwi: what would I do to fail your test?

Me: if you said you want to buy me g string and high heels, go to the pub and dance in front of men. Make them huorny.. back to you room and I half stand half sit in the couch and abit bend over.

After dinner he asked if I want to walk and I said ?sure?, so we walked from Asoke to Soi 22. In a pub I ordered hot milk and he ordered a jug of beer. And we talked

Me: last week I was crack up and I don?t know why, I almost did something silly that I may regret later

Mr. Kiwi: you didn?t know why?

Me: I found out a couple days later, I can?t believe it. It?s about ex, it?s about his good news but it bad news to me. Before I was cried on the bus to work , and the bus driver, bus conductor and passengers look at me curiously causes me more sobbing.

Mr. Kiwi: no one console you?

Me: No, not at all. It was like that for 2 years. But the hardest time was last year, I was cried. My closed friends always said I have strength personality and I?m believed nothing can bring me down. I was laugh at myself after cried for 2 days coz I just realized how weak I am, and I keep telling myself

?Well, I?m just a woman?

When I said ?I?m just a woman? I saw Mr. Kiwi eyes look at me like I?m a woman, and I feel like I?m a woman instantly. Thinking next time if I want a man look at me like I?m a woman, I should say so.

At midnight we walked back and I?m going back my home, we say goodbye. I want to know his reaction if I said ?I missed you already? and he was awkward.. (I got him hehe)

On 19.04.09 we met again in the afternoon at the park next from the emporium. I?ve brought guitar so that we can play together, oh he plays better than me. Friendly meeting it make me more comfortable and enjoy being and talking to him.

Mr. Kiwi: my friends invite me to join dinner and ask to bring you with, if you like.

Me: Yes, I?d love to. Did u tell your friends about me?

Mr. Kiwi: yes, I did, and they ask if you like to drink. I said you?ve a glass of milk all night on the first time we met. And they abit surprised to know that. (hehe..oh I don?t think they?re surprised but laugh for sure?)

Me: ok, I want to meet your friends. What time?

Mr. Kiwi: 4.30 PM

Me: oh there is 1 hr left, but I want to take back guitar and get dress first

Mr. Kiwi: Ok, I carry a guitar

Never think of taking a man to my room but for a quick moment may not a big deal. And while the time I was showering, my cousins shown up and saw him, I heard the sound of greeting and introducing.

While we walk to BTS, my cousins call:

Cousin: u know what, James told me that if I?ve date a girl for 3 times and haven?t shag her yet I won?t meet her again

Me: I don?t think he is that kind of man

Cousin: u don?t think? Come on

Me: what? I think be friend like this is more comfortable and I don?t care about shagging.

Later we went to meet his friends and went to restaurant somewhere Surawonge Rd., his friends are very nice. They talked alot and eat like people who haven?t eaten for a week. And while having dinner I got sms it was from my cousin ?Oh close the deal and his looks you won?t be disappointed!! Confirmed by Milk Whisky?.

I don?t get what she meant but keep read again and again until we were back to Soi 22, the same place as the other night. The pub is pretty quiet & nice. I show him my cousin text. He said ?told her that it?s in negotiation?.

At midnight we walked back and while I?m going to leave him

Me: I want to give you a hug

I hug & hold him tightly for a long while; I never hug a man like this before. My head is about his chest and I look up & shyly smile. Then he down and kiss me.

In that moment I thought ?oh, I kiss a man?

When he stops kissing, my walk a bit staggers. I don?t know why, I?m sure not because of drunk. He said ?you sure u can walk?? I was regaining my conscious and said ?Yes, I?m fine?. And I run up the bridge with brushing.

I like the way he is an ordinary man, especially once he said when he drunk and felt asleep. Woke up again in the next day at the front door of the pub. I told him ?you are absolutely normal to me?

I think he is cute, not his looks of course but he himself a whole package of youngest child things. His mind absorbed something?s profoundly. Before I really anti the youngest child, but probably my negative mind.

I?ll hide this journal as usual after a day or two just don?t want him see. Hope he didn?t see, anyway.

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On 17.04.09 I received message said ?would u like to meet for a coffee or something in this evening?? I reply ?where?? but didn?t think he serious to meet. In the evening I went to Carrefour bought a smoke salmon & grape. And about to take the bus home my phone is ringing; the caller asks if I?m still on schedule. I?m at a loss; I said ?ok I?ll will meet u in half an hour?.

I got lost coz where he lives is not familiar place. He did call again because he thinks I may get lost and I did. I ask people where is soi 16 he said it?s about 200-300 meters from main road. Heat makes me smelly like a smelly cat. Thinking why I?m here? I was angry at myself for not asking his pic before meet and the reason I correspondent is his id profile is same as a member, which I thought I always talked to most of time but him.

I saw an old foreigner walking to me I thought ?oh no, this guy must not be him? I?m freaky while waiting for him. He showing up in the path way and waving hand, ?Oh that is him?. We shook hand and have dinner at Italian restaurant. I felt less tension when I knew he is the youngest child in his family, which really comforted me alot. I don?t know why, but probably I grew up with my youngest brother, and thought that I can handle him if he can handle me ..

Me: I?m sorry, when u call me, and I asked if u are from Netherland or u are a dutch

Mr. Kiwi: never mind

Me: I mixed up because I thought you are that guy. I checked again, both you and him are not from Netherland. and I thought you would never meet me in real. U know why I meet you because you?re not email me say ?I?m sick and tired of playing games, and I?m looking for serious relationship?. If u dare to say so I?m afraid you will ask me to marry online.

Mr. Kiwi: and get divorce online too.

Me: I did test you abit by sending my rude vdo but no reaction from u. that is really curious me.

Mr. Kiwi: what would I do to fail your test?

Me: if you said you want to buy me g string and high heels, go to the pub and dance in front of men. Make them huorny.. back to you room and I half stand half sit in the couch and abit bend over.

After dinner he asked if I want to walk and I said ?sure?, so we walked from Asoke to Soi 22. In a pub I ordered hot milk and he ordered a jug of beer. And we talked

Me: last week I was crack up and I don?t know why, I almost did something silly that I may regret later

Mr. Kiwi: you didn?t know why?

Me: I found out a couple days later, I can?t believe it. It?s about ex, it?s about his good news but it bad news to me. Before I was cried on the bus to work , and the bus driver, bus conductor and passengers look at me curiously causes me more sobbing.

Mr. Kiwi: no one console you?

Me: No, not at all. It was like that for 2 years. But the hardest time was last year, I was cried. My closed friends always said I have strength personality and I?m believed nothing can bring me down. I was laugh at myself after cried for 2 days coz I just realized how weak I am, and I keep telling myself

?Well, I?m just a woman?

When I said ?I?m just a woman? I saw Mr. Kiwi eyes look at me like I?m a woman, and I feel like I?m a woman instantly. Thinking next time if I want a man look at me like I?m a woman, I should say so.

At midnight we walked back and I?m going back my home, we say goodbye. I want to know his reaction if I said ?I missed you already? and he was awkward.. (I got him hehe)

On 19.04.09 we met again in the afternoon at the park next from the emporium. I?ve brought guitar so that we can play together, oh he plays better than me. Friendly meeting it make me more comfortable and enjoy being and talking to him.

Mr. Kiwi: my friends invite me to join dinner and ask to bring you with, if you like.

Me: Yes, I?d love to. Did u tell your friends about me?

Mr. Kiwi: yes, I did, and they ask if you like to drink. I said you?ve a glass of milk all night on the first time we met. And they abit surprised to know that. (hehe..oh I don?t think they?re surprised but laugh for sure?)

Me: ok, I want to meet your friends. What time?

Mr. Kiwi: 4.30 PM

Me: oh there is 1 hr left, but I want to take back guitar and get dress first

Mr. Kiwi: Ok, I carry a guitar

Never think of taking a man to my room but for a quick moment may not a big deal. And while the time I was showering, my cousins shown up and saw him, I heard the sound of greeting and introducing.

While we walk to BTS, my cousins call:

Cousin: u know what, James told me that if I?ve date a girl for 3 times and haven?t shag her yet I won?t meet her again

Me: I don?t think he is that kind of man

Cousin: u don?t think? Come on

Me: what? I think be friend like this is more comfortable and I don?t care about shagging.

Later we went to meet his friends and went to restaurant somewhere Surawonge Rd., his friends are very nice. They talked alot and eat like people who haven?t eaten for a week. And while having dinner I got sms it was from my cousin ?Oh close the deal and his looks you won?t be disappointed!! Confirmed by Milk Whisky?.

I don?t get what she meant but keep read again and again until we were back to Soi 22, the same place as the other night. The pub is pretty quiet & nice. I show him my cousin text. He said ?told her that it?s in negotiation?.

At midnight we walked back and while I?m going to leave him

Me: I want to give you a hug

I hug & hold him tightly for a long while; I never hug a man like this before. My head is about his chest and I look up & shyly smile. Then he down and kiss me.

In that moment I thought ?oh, I kiss a man?

When he stops kissing, my walk a bit staggers. I don?t know why, I?m sure not because of drunk. He said ?you sure u can walk?? I was regaining my conscious and said ?Yes, I?m fine?. And I run up the bridge with brushing.

I like the way he is an ordinary man, especially once he said when he drunk and felt asleep. Woke up again in the next day at the front door of the pub. I told him ?you are absolutely normal to me?

I think he is cute, not his looks of course but he himself a whole package of youngest child things. His mind absorbed something?s profoundly. Before I really anti the youngest child, but probably my negative mind.

I?ll hide this journal as usual after a day or two just don?t want him see. Hope he didn?t see, anyway.

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