My normal days…
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I’ve been swimming over three weeks since second week of July (except this week I couldn’t swim due to rain everyday) as doctor recommended a month ago I have my bad back and want doctor to x-ray to see if something wrong with my spinal bone or cord but doctor refused to do anything and saying I’m too young to have serious problem and bad back is common. What doctor recommended was “swimming is the best exercise; try to swim for a month and swim 400 meters, do 8 lapses at a time your bad back will completely gone”. I did as doctor say but I can make only 25 meters X 40 or 25 x 68 lapses at a time. After two weeks my bad back get better, probably my spinal bone’s flexibility while swimming.
I normally go swim with my cousin but sometime I go alone. On 18.07.10 after swim we were sitting under a tree at a public park which locates in same area of swimming pool. My cousin seems not so well and I think, when we are under stress or illness our nerve system is malfunction.
Me: hey, I smell a light fragrance I think there must be some flowers near here.
Cousin: No, there is no flower and no such fragrance here.
Me: Look, it’s in the tree, its flowers.
Cousin: this flower is no fragrance, here smell it (she picks a fallen flower to me)
Me: yes, it is.This flower that I smelled, its very light fragrance, wow I really feel good being with nature.
I wanted my cousin to laugh & smile but I don’t know how to, so I think of when I live with Poompui ten years ago (one of my cousin) and while I having showing I heard the sound of car crashing from main road. The sounds weaken my knees and I felt as if I’m kneeling down coz afraid how many die there, when I finished shower:
Me: I heard a sound of car crashing while taking shower, did you hear anything?
Pumpui: No, there is no car crash.
Me: it’s from the main road you probably don’t pay attention to, and I’m sure there must be some dead. How could you don’t hear? It was louder as if a big bomb exploded!!
Pumpui: it’s not a car crashing it was I’m farting while you taking shower so do not ask me again.
And she burst to laugh at me after tell me the truth.
While thinking of Pumpui do that to me, maybe I do the same to entertain my cousin so I form the wind into my stomach and break it loudly. Instead of burst to laugh I was burst to scream because I saw a gentleman sitting at our back’s pew. With most embarrassed that I ever have, I thought since when this guy has sitting here. How could I never notice? And instead of making my cousin laugh she gave me a compliment like “serve you right “. Well, I thought this could never be happen again for sure next time.
On 28.07.10 I went to swim as usual after work at 6.30 pm. While enjoy swimming I noticed my bag was ajar open so after 500 meters swarm I get off the pool to get my bag covered, and while I walking to my bag I noticed some guys look at me but when I turn to look at them they turn they away in a manner. But a lady who perching at pool edge kept staring obviously at me and I sensed her look didn’t seem to be friendly. After covered my bag I walk to the pool, when I get closer I noticed her eyes keep staring at my vaginal grudgingly. I was wondering, was she hated me or my vagina? When I jump into the pool she hurriedly get off the pool as if I were a vermin to her.
I assumed that a guy who’s with her is her partner because every time I swim here she’s always with him, but he looks younger than her probably10 years. I presumed she is in her sixties because her whole hair is almost grey. I assuming when she was 30-40 she must be very, very beautiful woman and there must be lost of guys chasing after her. If she hate me because of my swimming were, I consider it doesn’t look bad. I bought it almost 2000 baht and I think it look more sporty than sexy or obscenity. My bad is when I see a display clothing in model body and I would ask a sale person if they have size S, I always buy it.
On 29.07.10 Thursday evening while I’m enjoying swim and counting how many lapses I make I see a new face perching at pool edge, she has a cute face she kept smiling at me 3 third times before I gave her smile but I have no intention to make friend here because I need to swim as much as I can but she doesn’t seem a bad person: So I got a new friend and made only 1100 meters but I was expected to get 1500 meters that day.
July 31, 10, Saturday, I can’t go to swim because I feel ill, and at night I was going to join the party at Soi 11. So I spent time at my room all day and at the evening I felt like I don’t’ want to go out but friends keep calling. I put my dress on I saw my stomach as if I were pregnant a couple months. When I met friends at BTS container. They ask me what theme of costume I wore; I told them that “I’m wearing a pregnant porn star costume”. At the party there were lots of TF members, they re hot & sexy. It was great to meet friends once in a while because I love to meet people sometime.
Before 11 PM that night EB telling if anyone like to dance can join at “Climax” but I couldn’t make it due to not well, so I walked to BTS after left party. While I was walking up ladder at Nana station there were 2 guys walking toward me, and when they in front of me one of them say hello to me but I don’t reply because I don’t want to have conversation with strangers. While I’m almost the end up ladder I look down to those two guys, they stood there look up to me one of them gave me thump up.
While waiting for BTS, I stand & focused on TV screen I don’t care whether it advertising or gossiping. In the mean time I notice a guy walking about me. At first I thought he just walk without intention but when he standing in front of TV screen at my eyes level. I thought this guy must want me to check out his look or what. so l study his body, he wore T shirt that fit to his body, his big, thick, muscular chest make him look as though a Hollywood actor. while I’m studying he turn his face toward for me to check of how handsome he is. He has beautiful eyes and eyes brown, and I think, if I were 18 I probably scream and ask for his autograph, but I’m not 18 anymore. He has handsome face and in his mid twenty. I wondering how old do I look to him that moment?
When BTS get closer he look as if he would take other cabin but when the door open he hurriedly walks in the same one to me. I was sitting while he standing nears the door. I saw he keep staring at me from head to toe directly and via clear, glass door until I couldn’t stand anymore and I blush and wanted to laugh. I gave a smile to him before chuckle and laugh with awkward. When I look through the glass door he beams proudly as if he’s satisfied to see I’m blushing. I was under pressure and want to stop him to look at me and beaming. I wanted to yell at him “you know I could be your mom if I were pregnant when I’m 15 years” but I don’t want to hurt his pride because he is didn’t do any harm to me and only take one station before he gone and left me with sweaty and blush all the way home.
The day after the party I saw my pictures at TF JN & FB I realized how poor of my make up was. In fact I don’t care much about cosmetic or how I look but my healthy, so that night I applied baby powder after put some cream on. When I saw my pictures my face was smudged with powder at my forehead corner and all over. And for my dress I think its ok, I use to ask my cousin taken photo of me with this dress and sent to NZ. And waited for a couple days but no reply, I was wonder whether he committed suicide or stop breathing after seeing my pictures. So I called him and asked him myself what happen or what wrong with me. What he said was “you look healthy”. Well, I take that as compliment though…lol….
I love reading, especially when I’m sitting on toilet bow I feel as if I having my own, private world alone in week day at office work, which I can read for one chapter or more. A couple days ago at 10 AM when I sat on a toilet bow and open my book to read, there was a girl in a next toilet room. Actually, it is normal that someone use next room because it’s for people who work at 10 floor. But it is not normal because her sound of keep pushing her poo as if she giving birth to a baby. Her hard pushing sounds too loud to focus reading. Probably she want to share her suffered moment with me because every time her pushing sound she makes it make me picturing her hands stretching & crushing the toilet walls with her teeth clenching tightly. I want to tell her “thanks for sharing but no need to……”. I think, she felt annoying and torturing because its how I felt it too.
Anyway, that is my normal days………………. 
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