With referred to my first journal concerning to get a husband in short period so far its not what I planned, the 10 web sites that I put my profile I completely forgot some of my ID & password and its not worthwhile coz even got some contact but mostly over 72 yrs., some still married which his wife 7-8 months pregnant and almost delivery due…sigh… never mind I be told that my soulmate already married someone or being a transvestite…lol… 

Moreover one of my work friend keep complaining about her husband does not help take care children and got daily argument with husband & husband’s mom (the in law) over financial shortage and gambles, this morning she called and tell me she going to get divorce but can’t due to who’s gona take children and so on and on….sigh again…lol… 

I consider myself lucky to be spinsterJJJ..oh I am such a lucky girl to be a spinster I LOOOOVE BEING SPINSTER…Yeehaa I can do what ever I wanted to, dress up sexy, tease a guy who stare longer than  minute, get him hard and left him with dead cold (satisfied…. J)….lol…. 

So husband hunting project is being cancelled now I hope all you guys (men) happy, I know some of u got nightmare since the announcement date and do not afraid or fear me to force u to be my husband anymore na…lol…

That will be all for today…Good day ppl…JJJ

I love the 30 year old Thai woman paranoid self destruct button.

You don't see it anywhere else in the world but here, as soon as a woman reaches the age of 30 and is still single in Thailand they go one of three ways....

1. Mad.

2. Obsessive.

3. Psychopathic.

Yeah.. yeah.. i know men are jackasses.. but i still want to marry one atleast once in life time.. ( LOL )

beej: Thanks for your commend u know i don't go for one but all of 3.u know I'm all kind of girl that u never seen yet....hahaha.....

bigKus: thanks ka. Yes, i wana marry once in a life time but not now, coz most of them are junks ka....lol....

good decision you took.bcuz relationships are 2 complicated..

when you aren't looking for something, that is when you are most likely to find it!!!

But for now, enjoy the single life -spend times with friends and family, chase single guys etc. But I am over in BKK in about 7 or 8 months time so if you bored of single life by then ...lol

Is it safe for me to come out now if youve cancelled your manhunt?

Pinkcandygirl : many thanks :)

Milk Buscuit: thank, that ?s impressive na hehehe

Iain D: hahaha... Thanks, I?ll think about that..lol...

I am George: Yes, it is safe now darling I?m sure but not guarantee?lol :)

Absentee: Thanks for your comment..wow that is good idea na...lol...

to bad we could not make a baby buy sex toys

but if no need one ...being single is much more fun indeed )

Gain: Thanks for ur comment, I don't know how to use toy, can i get real one sometimes?..LOL...

marriage is highly overrated.

Looks like I can come out of hiding now.

Maybe it was the hunting aspect that was causing you problems in fulfilling your aim. No need to hunt, just position yourself and attract the prey to you.

The other problem looking just for your soulmate is generally there are unavailable in this life, even if you meet, and you may have to wait a few lives. I understand from a highly unrealiable source that the official soulmate marriage rate is less than 5% so your chances are not that great.

The other possibility is 'huntng' for a wife - it seems that they are generally more realibable, less lazy and more intelligent - but it may not be an option for you.

Ohh Whatever happen you love your husband

Have a nice weekend with your husband

I am sure he will be ver obedient

Men are generally scared by predatory women...take a step back...enjo the time...30's is no big deal really... to most guys who matter anyway...

Men are generally scared by predatory women...take a step back...enjo the time...30's is no big deal really... to most guys who matter anyway...

nowadays people look at 30's as the new 20's, thats one way of looking at it and I agree

I think this feeling comes and goes. Maybe you want to enjoy life as it is. There are 7:3 women to men proportion in Thailand and at least 1 out of 3 are gay or abnormal and the rest either don't want commitment or taken. So lets enjoy our single life.....Yeehaaaaaaaa...

Soda, it's a good attitude just to have a laugh about it :-) ...I think perfect relationships (which we ultimately look for) is very seldom anyway :-P

...and I look at it this way: if you are single, there is a purpose for it, something you have to learn in this life by staying single...my own theory of course :-)