Men in my life (Long version)
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It was a King Birthday couple day ago and this journal I wanted to talk about men in my life, some of them are….and some were…... They are unique, beautiful and sweet on their own way; they come in the form of friends, dates, relatives, brothers, farther & lover. They are a part of life whether you like them or not….. Men that I hurt most are those whom I loved most. Probably they are closed to me, even sometimes or most of time I didn’t mean to hurt them.
My dad
My dad is calm & peaceful person, since I was a kid and up until now I’ve seen my parents fighting twice but none were serious case. My mom is quite fussy about little thing, and I admired my dad to know how to handle mom by acting as if he listening but actually he ignoring …lol…
Back in 7 or 8 years ago when I was crazy in love with Mr. Mole. My dad paid me a visit in Bangkok. I still remember well on that Saturday I supposed to be with dad and show him around, but I chosen to meet a man coz I thought if I'm not Mr. Mole probably get someone to replace me. I was too immature to see a whole picture and now I understand the feeling of a girl who elopes with her man. When I’m back home I saw my dad lie down with one arm over his forehead and no longer I was fight with my brother over my absent.
I try not to disappoint my parents these days, but anyhow my feeling got to be first priority before I think of other’s feeling. (Selfish me)
My young brother
How to describe my brother… oh here his picture & what he does http://yanachote.igetweb.com/ he is a down to earth, warm, smart, polite, & fun guy who has talented & load of friends (some from France, they speak by use signal languages). He keep me ask how did I meet Mr. Kiwi, I told him that I write lots journals on internet about him and everything.
Brother: did you write about me & my Austin Power Machine too?
Me: Yes
Brother: You got to write and tell them again the reason I bought Austin power machine is because my friends make fun of me about my size which makes me uncomfortable. Then I went to a brothel and I picked a girl who experienced lots of men, after… I asked her how big I am. She afraid to hurt me coz I pay for service, and she then said “you’re bigger than a Japanese manâ€. when went home I bought some Japanese porn. It was frighten & humiliated coz a Jap guy is abit bigger than a thumb. Then I decided to buy….. After the machine broken I used chameleon lotion instead. (Oh dear)
That was over 8 years ago and I better not say anything more coz I don’t want to ruin his reputation. We are so closed & good friends. He shares everything even something that woman didn’t suppose to know……. Now you know that I’m not obsessed about manhood size but I’m just a product of my environment, which is interesting….. as always… 
As a matter of fact he got Thai standard size, how do I know? No, no, I didn’t see my brother’s manhood. Back in 5 or 6 years ago while his gf was in jail (minor case hehe….) and he has an affair with a girl next door who has 2 kids, her husband work out of bkk. At first she shy to talk but I like to comfort ppl and not long, she start talking about my brother manhood. After be comforted she never stops talking, “your brother is long & abit bendingâ€. Moment I heard that it remind me of our childhood while we were naked and runaround town, I heard some villager call him Mr. Turn left. (Where have you been Mr. Turn left? ºÑ¡à ÅéÇ«éÒÂ). She keep on and on about my brother…. until I can’t take anymore so I decided to tell my brother that I don’t want to hear about his….and role play. He’s half angry & shamed with saying “Man this girl is really kiss and tellâ€. I don’t like to know about my family’s sexual or size coz it turn me off.
Mr. Kiwi
Mr. Kiwi is fun, calm & gentle person he plays a major part in my life, part of my strength and every moment I’m being with him I’m in peace & calm, something in him remind me of my dad. I hardly date man coz I thought I have nothing interesting and excited. And I don’t want to date Mr. Kiwi coz I don’t want to waste his & my time. When Mr. Kiwi pm me on Songkran day said he called but no answer and he left his number then I replied I’ll call back tomorrow and didn’t tell what time. The day after I called him in the evening he told me he waited a whole day afraid that I may call anytime. And he asked if we can meet tomorrow I said no coz work, then he asked how about after tomorrow I said no coz work till he asked how about after work.
I kept postpone meeting to distract him away. I didn’t really want to meet and thought he probably forgotten or met someone already that day after work (17.04.09) I went shopping for foods and was about to get a bus home he call “if we still on scheduleâ€, then I changed my direction to Sukhumvit 16. And that is how “I kiss a man†begin.
He used to tell me I’m the first person on TF he met but I don’t believe that till I met his female friend, she said “don’t you think he is gay?â€, “no, why you think like that†said I. she then said “because I’ve never seen him with a girl beforeâ€. I assumed he must experience all kind of girl or he’s just being selective…( I love a picky man tho…)
Born in late 197X, 180 cm tall, he has sweet childhood. Picture when he’s a kid he was a happy boy, evil & stubborn look. I love everything in his childhood coz it’s affected who he is. As a youngest child I can picture everything while he sharing with me, when he fancies a girl he was walking about her house just to see her cloths hanging.
He has many lovely animal friends, and a cow nameâ€my girlâ€. Ms. My girl do not let anyone milk her excepted a Kiwi boy, and when he sit on the edge of a stall My girl would rest her chin on his lap. And I presumed he probably pat her head or scratch her chin (or both). Unlike me & my brother we hardly have animal friend, and in one winter there were lots of new puppies born we shared one of each. The one my brother have was blind, when we pay attention to play other things my bro put that blind puppy on the pot and when we back search for that puppy, he was cooked already.
I’m impressed when he told me that he likes me before he met me, also he told his elder brother that this girl should meet him………. He probably wants to show his brother. And he probably made for someone who’s raw, wild & berserk like me…lol…
Mr. Mole.
Mr. Mole is the man I used to be close to apart from my dad & brothers in the past 10 years on & off relationship like a child play, but he was playing a big part in my life as my first love, and a part of who I am today (not sure between my bro & him who given a bigger part in me) He is a dynamic, fun, polite, decisive, wild, aggressive & ambition guy. He has strong physical and mental. He got tattoos on his arm fold as “Arsenal†and Japanese letters on one of his shoulder.
Born in early 1965, 173 cm tall, his childhood made him a leadership. Picture when he’s a kid he was a happy & cute boy and has a good boy look, he was a favorite kid by a teacher in his class. He started to work since he was 7 by delivery newspapers….to buy ticket to the Old Trafford stadium (not sure if it right spelling). And that made he be a discipline, high leadership, smart & success in early age of career and what ever he chosen to do it’s likely to be successes. He always stands in the security & safety zone. He view & predict things in a whole picture, but one thing that proved him wrong was he used to say after him the man I’d meet is someone who already retired for sometime..
I used to think if I have a kid with him my kid would be a smart & strong boy who would take the leader role in his career, probably a captain in a football team…lol…
He’s quite arrogance & ego he has been living in BKK since he was 28 years old and up until now he has only 1 friend who worked as a regional manager in Man Power Company in BKK. That was he told me… I’m impressed of what he kept said“Kon Isaan narak†(Isaan ppl are sweet)
Mr. Grizzly
Mr. Grizzly is the president of Lame Association (aka LA) & the president of his farther company in Sydney. He is a sweet & sensitive man. We are like brother & sis. His sweet, fun & lameness is his weapon to charm the girl… (No need to say thanks coz you already are welcome). And he just bought a sport car cost over million bath. Whenever he’s away he always asks me to mind his place although he knows sometimes I can droop his plants when I’ve bad energy, but most of the time I make them happy by naked & strumming guitar, that make them smile & giggle, which I can feel it…
Born in mid 1964, 193 cm tall, picture when he’s a kid he was a sweet happy & spoil kid. His father was a smart guy whose hold big share & the president of personal airplane company in Sydney, and last year while he enjoying piloting in the sky they assumed he got temporary stroke, and lost control caused the plane plunging into a ground with a big lost & drastic tragedy in the family and big news in Newspaper. And that is how we call him “a lucky bastardâ€.
He has a lovely & sweet girl friend now who'is nice and friendly I was surprised how he could find such a sweet angel, sometimes I couldn’t help but said you both look like “beauty & the beastâ€.
My present boss
He is a young man with high drive & temper, and he is a sincere & family man. Born in mid 1978, 187 cm tall, picture when he’s a kid he was a strong & stubborn look. (I saw his kid pic in his wedding)
When I first work with him everyone in the office bet how long I going to make, coz a previous one has left without inform him and threatening to take revenge. It is hard to handle him coz he is aggressive. Before he left to oversea he told me how he felt about me and I never thought that he has the feeling but really impressed me. He said he appreciated of how I handle him which I never fight back when he yelling or shouting but smile (try to not worsen situation). Since then I learnt how to understand & accept the way he is. He can protect his subordinate well when problem is occurring.
He knew he has hot temper & hard to handle. I think he is smart to choose a wife who love & understand him; she is the one for him. They are suited to each others, at first I thought how long this girl going to be with him coz I think I’m a high patient & calm person already but she even more than me, she is really a sweet & feminine girl. I’m so glad & happy for my boss & her.
The day of their wedding I saw her mom eyes look at her daughter as if she is a little angel. I can understand her feeling of how proud she has toward her daughter. At the time the bride going to throw the bouquet there were lots of girls standing there, I decide not to join. But a girl said “common just for fun†at the same time she pushing my back to join and then we were standing in the hall.
There was a girl in pink dress standing next to me asking†please sis I beg you, let me have the bouquet†I want to tell her that, “why don’t you ask those girls who stand tall in front of you†but I just said “ok I’ll let you have the bouquetâ€. When the bride pretending to throw the bouquet I saw those girls jump in the same direction prepared catching… but when the bouquet floating in the air my finger tips touch the bouquet and I was about to grab it I saw twenty hands struggling hard so made me changed my mind. And later the bouquet torn into three pieces, one is in a pink dress hand… it was really fun tho…
There are lots of ppl that I wanted to talk about here but it’s too long already ………
I met a lot of nice friends on TF some of them I never met in person. Some girls here are my best friends.
I am a grown up and when I look back in the past till these days I really appreciated & want to thanks to those who come into my life, men & woman. They are/were given me laugh, fun, tears, angry, impressed, happy, smile & love with or without their intention.
Today is Mr. Kiwi birthday I wanted to thank him for be so good & try to understand what kind of species I am.…I have not much to give, but I wanted to say that the feeling I have toward you since the day we met and up until now is still remain unchanged, always have & always will. I may not a special woman and I’m not good in many things but I think I could make my life’s partner happy
……….…Happy Birthday………
P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS. PERFECT AS WELL!! (Didn’t know you guys are in the same sign)
I just knew today is also my best friend birthday, Ms. Perfect, wish you all the best my dear.
Your lucky number = 12.12.12 = 
(Secret) I missed my 09.09.09 already….lol….
U never told me you were born in the same day as Mr. Kiwi na.
When I sign in I saw Ms. Perfect turn 33, Mr. Kiwi turn 39 this is WOW !!
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