i HATE the feeling of jealousy. Sometimes you realize you cant have what you want but still you dont want anyone to have it as well. that would be seen as a selfish type which i wouldnt disagree anymore. I just think that you cant help it can you? its perhaps in everyone of us. how would we stop that feeling? i still try to figure out. once it happens to you, u just cant understand "why me?"
I guess what is meant to be is meant to be. so we'll see.